Serious Sunday Blues

News Update!

The usual Monday Blues has just gotten more serious. A mutated version of the virus has recently been identified... Known as the Sunday Blues, the more serious infections get the blues from as early as Sunday afternoon. The infected persons usually feel lathargic, unenthusiastic about the last weekend before work, and tend to have the repeated obsession of the idea of "digging a hole and hiding herself" to avoid starting the work week the following day. A common symptom in infected persons is the unconscious denial of sleep on Sunday nights. They will usually rather spend the late hours awake, either through watching dramas or surfing the Internet aimlessly, well past the usual bedtime. This often results in insufficient sleep and a moody Monday morning, giving a more intensive Monday Blues. There has been no proven cure for this virus, but some online resources give the following tips to beat the Monday Blues.

1. What and how
What you do is not important, it is how you do it. Whatever you do, do it with deep alertness; then even small things become sacred. You can clean the floor like a robot; you have to clean it, so you clean it.
But it could have been a great experience; you missed it.
You cleaned the floor and that would have cleansed you. Clean the floor full of awareness; be luminous with awareness.

2. Remember yourself
One thing has to be a continuous thread: remember yourself.
While walking, say, "I am walking." While sitting, say, "I am sitting."
And feel the shift in your awareness. There will be a sudden spark.

3. Are you a perfectionist?
Beware! What counts is being total, not perfect. This brings out the best in you. The very idea of perfectionism drives people crazy.
The perfectionist is bound to be neurotic. S/he cannot enjoy life till s/he is perfect. And perfection never happens, it is not in the nature of things.
Life is imperfect. Only death is perfect. Totality is possible, perfection is not possible.
There is a huge difference between perfection and totality. Perfection is a goal for the future, totality is an experience now. If you can get into any act with your whole heart, you are total. Totality brings wholeness, health and sanity.
The perfectionist forgets about totality. There is a big gap between how s/he is and how s/he wants to be.
And, of course, change can't happen now, it is always tomorrow or the day after. So life is postponed.
These are small tools, but they will help you see the gap between workdays and holidays decreasing. You will eagerly wait for work to begin.

Another known catalyst of Sunday Blues is the lack of fulfilling personal activites and events in the weekend, especially, of course, on Sundays. Thus, experts (unwilling to be named) recommend that Sundays should be filled with exciting activities. "And no, dramas and Internet and no-brain clicking games are definitely nowhere near 'exciting'."

Disclaimer: This article was written by an individual with some serious Sunday Blues that she has been unable to get rid of since the past few months. Believe what you wish to.

lazy yaya...

Oh, I realise I've been getting lazy again... Just look at the frequency of the posts! Lolx...

Ok... It's 5 mths into 2009 and I have yet to fulfill my new yr resolution of learning Japanese or keyboard/guitar/vocal... *sigh* ok... At the very least I've sorta decided to go take a course at the Jap sch in kovan... but I'll need khakis (cos I'm nt so confident that my little sis can afford the fees... Stressed to be paying for 2 pax leh..)

I expect the months ahead to be real stressful (work-wise). Looking very hard for some form of motivation to last me through the many months ahead. I guess I'm much more confident in taking instructions from seniors than working by myself... argh! HELP!!!

败犬女王

新加坡的四季：热、很热、非常热、下雨！
（热死我了！！！）


败犬女王:
婚姻不是绑住幸福的工具。。。现实生活中，结婚不是结局，反而是考验的开始。
永远不要对女人说谎， 应为我们一眼就可以看穿了。你知道男人和女人说谎最大的差别在哪里吗？男人说谎，是要让自己觉得好过。而女人说谎呢，是要让对方好过。我们选择欺骗，是因为不想伤害深爱的人。我们不是故意的，只是没有伤害对方的勇气，所以才隐藏真正的答案。

I should be sleeping... let's finish this episode first! =P

人生的答案，要上哪去找？

有时候我会问自己，我到底想要什么？

读书，是为了寻找知识？证明自己？讨好家人？未来找个工作？
工作，是为了金钱？梦想？家人？打发时间？
考到好成绩，不一定能找到好工作。
找到好工作，不一定会满足。
当梦想和现实不能并存，是不是就该懵懵懂懂地过一生？
知足，就一定能常乐吗？

恋爱，是为了找个人陪伴？守护彼此? 追求浪漫？结婚？
结婚，又是为了什么？名分？建立家庭？顺理成章？
如果，婚姻不美满，是不是宁愿单身？
有时候，一个人是自由、洒脱的。
但有时候，一个人是寂寞孤独的。

那么多的问号，又有谁可以给我答案？

眼前一片海洋，漁夫一把撈起來，滿滿的都是可愛的熱帶魚，可是沒有一條是你。

累~

身心疲倦。。。

败犬女王: 真正的幸福，还是建立在互相有感觉的基础上，其他什么都不重要。

Do you know yourself?

did a personality quiz i found off Jiayun's bloggie... http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

i guess the results may be rather general, but pretty accurate.. at least for me... the "right job" part is darn true... I guess that's why I'm still an engineer! Lolx...

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

recapping the old times

another 20 min before the WEEKEND! hee... I've been spending the last few hours reading my own old blog posts... Since the start of my uni days to now... I'm feeling so old!

I read about all the major and minor events in my life that I had chosen to blog about. All the fun and laughter in the hall days, CO days.. the complaints about temp work & exams... the bintan trip, Beijing CO trip, Taiwan, Yeppoon (Australia), Japan, Melbourne... THIS is one of the few times when i realised so much has actually happened in my life. Though I do feel that something is still missing... (haiz...)

I remember the loneliness and helplessness I used to feel when I was all alone in hall... When my roomy and friends were all not around... the nights in which I would cry my heart out cos I gave in and lost to the loneliness and emptiness within me... It really make me realise how important it is to have someone around. To my dearest friend who is feeling depressed in the same situation... rest assured you are not the only one who had experienced this. I'll be happy to offer some company - msn or call =) and we'll be meeting up really soon! Don't stay depressed! Jiayou! 我挺你！

ok! managed to drop a post b4 work ends... Happy Weekend!

梁静茹 - 天灯

一首听了真的很感伤的歌。也许，这么多年后的我，还是没有从当时的心情中走出来。。。

梁静茹 - 天灯
词:林夕 曲:郑楠

在最像情侣的那一瞬
和他朝着晚空放天灯
两颗心许过甚麽愿望
我想问始终都不敢问

秒针追逐感动的可能
时间渲染感情的气氛
两个倒影在溪水浮沉
一个忘形就难以辨认

沉默的旅程乐在快乐得真假不分
追浮云的人浪漫在拥有过暧昧的名份
比拥抱单纯

暗恋的明灯一路上如烟火随身
宁愿那想像的情人永远保温
美梦别成真让我梦到忘记疑问
寂寞就想想那盏天灯那指纹


怀念没有吻过的嘴唇
想像没有说过的永恒
错过纠缠不清的凌晨
逃过幻觉破灭的黄昏

沉默的旅程乐在快乐得甜酸不分
追浮云的人浪漫在拥有过暧昧的名份
比拥抱单纯

暗恋的明灯一路上如烟火随身
宁愿那想像的情人永远保温
美梦别成真让我梦到忘记疑问
寂寞就想想那盏天灯那指纹


到满脸皱纹那场回忆比相恋逼真
曾经有一个人燃烧过一夜的青春

暗恋的明灯一路上如烟火随身
宁愿那想像的情人永远保温
美梦别成真让我梦醒不留疤痕
我的天空里有他眼神他体温

cough cough cough

I'm coughing! (duh?) Haiz... just so lucky to be sick just after I'm back from Melbourne... Must be the weather here in Singapore. Lolx.

Since my lappie has been coughing badly oso... (the fan has officially became dead) I went to brave the IT Show Human squeezing on Thursday night. And surprisingly, the deals are good but not wonderful (at least for ppl looking for cheap and good specs like me). Ended up buying from outside the fair... with a HUGE 23" LCD that has taken up ALL my desk space... so much for buying a slim CPU...

Ok! here are pix from Melbourne! =)

Survived the 6 hours drive to see the Twelve Apostles (or whatever that's left of it)...

COWS!!!!!

I like this pic! The pretty pond and clouds and moo moos~

Back in Melbourne City... The river is so pretty! Was staying at Southbank, and as we walk around every night, the camera keeps shooting the pretty night scenes. =)

Canoeing can be so romantic! (Oh I love the ferris wheel! - though small and far away)

In order not to bore everyone with 30 photos of the same river... (lolx...) there are only 2 here. =P

Flinder's Street Station! *pretty!*

A friend who is a freelance photographer shot this for me (pss... he charges over $100/hr usually orh!) I like this photo!

Graffiti everywhere... in the alleys, on the streets, on shop doors and walls... I guess the shop owners can't be bothered to remove them cos they will keep coming back..

Ferris wheel again! This is taken from another hotel on Spencer Street a colleague moved to for the last night. Nice view!

Melbourne in autumn is really nice =) as long as you bring a thicker jacket. Lolx... I seriously prefer the refreshing cold to the hot and humid Singapore. I guess I really do like autumn~ (Japan in autumn was fantastic too! )

Live from Melbourne!

Woo hoo! I'm now at Melbourne!!!

Work has been nothing but work since Monday.... luckily we arrived on Sunday and we had the chance to take an ultra long drive to Great Ocean Road to see the 12 apostles... Will upload pix when I'm back in Singapore bah... the hotel has no internet access unless I pay a "small fee".

I thought it'll be hot in Melbourne with the recent fires... but it was so damn cold when I arrived and I really regret pulling out the jacket and windbreaker from my luggage!!! Heng at least I have a pathetic cardigan with me (better than nothing actually...)

It's cold in the morning, hot in the afternoon, and damn cold again at night, coupled with strong winds and drizzles once in a while. woo~ I like the cold weather really =) but I still don't like the sun that much. Haha...

I hope I get some time to go shopping! Shops close too early and work ends too late... =(

blog blog blog!

I should be packing my bags for melbourne...
or watching my dramas...
or preparing to sleep early...
or chit chating with my mum...

but somehow... I'm still fussing about my dear bloggie. Wahahahaha... tired staring at the little lappie screen (is it my imagination or is my screen flickering?)...
I realise I really love how the background remains static while u scroll... (sua gu)
And here's the latest of my favourite tunes (from my latest drama craze 败犬女王!)

Looking at the archives section.. I realise how much less I've been blogging in recent years! The no. went into a steep drop since I first started blogging! From 85 to 30 to 17 to 9! OMG! You mean I was so lazy? Haha... Shall aim to add photos too! (when will I get down to uploading?)

blogskins

Haven't exactly played around with blogger much until today.

I finally discovered how to apply background! Wahahahaha... by the time i realized it i've spent way too long on this... its time to sleep so that i wont be late for tml's meeting! Argh!

Shall continue to source for THE blogskin =P

and wanna figure out how to add those cool gadgets! hee hee...

宅女的一天

最近“宅男宅女”好像特别受欢迎，至少在偶像剧的世界里是这样 =)

看看自己无趣的一天，好像也蛮符合宅女嘛！

下午看韩剧，然后不小心睡了一个午觉。睡醒时竟然就已经9点了！
晚上就和电视一起吃晚餐，11点就准时开电脑，看久违了的偶像剧。
睡得太饱，结果现在还有精神地blog！zzzzzzz.... What a boring day... lols...

cham! tml still gotta work!!! argh.... better go sleep soon!

missing you~

Working makes me realise just how wonderful being a student is... No strict working time restrictions, no need to wake up at 7am everyday (if you know how to plan your timetable), no need to feel so tired at the end of the day everyday, no need to miss your good friends for a long time...

Seems like forever since I last met my darlings~ and organising a gathering is no longer that easy when we are all working. *sigh* Okok! I'll try to make it happen ba! Gambatte!

She Ya feels sad that her friends don't have time for her (sob...), but hopefully she'll quit her bad habit of procrastinating and try out these things soon:
1. Learn Japanese! (though this should have come before going to Japan right?)
2. Learn Piano / Guitar! (hmm... first I need a space in my room to place it somewhere,)
3. Work hard & save up! (Goal: to repay loans by end 2011!)

No more holiday trips for this year! (short and cheap trips MAYBE...) Will be going to Melbourne for work (What? Australia again?) without my good buddies so I think it's going to be bit lonely (ke lian...).

Sundays always pass by so fast... Let's enjoy the last few hours of this weekend, yeah!?

不知不觉中，原来大家都找到了幸福！祝我的好朋友们：幸福快乐，长长久久！=)
思雅也想早日找到生命中的另一半！

New skin

Yo Ho!!! Long Time No See!

Yeah I know I've been lazy and this place is pretty much dead... That's why I'm reviving it on Valentine's Day! Was just at the zoo today and there's such a huge crowd that I couldn't even find a place to stand to watch the Penguin's shows! (sobs...) But the elephants are so kawaii!!!! *hee*

Anyways, I'm so tired doing this blog skin thingy I think I'll stop for now. Happy V-day to all!

*I'm missing all my darlings~~~*

2009

It's a new year! I know this is a little late for a new year post... but well... I was too lazy... a 4 day long weekend has made me feel like such a lazy pig I sorta forgot it's 2009 already! Haha!

Although new year has never meant anything special to me, it still manages to remind me that another year has passed. 2008 was a special year. It marks the transition from student to working adult, and many first times:

• the first time I visited Taiwan & Japan, 2 of my top dream holiday destinations!
• the first time I travel to Australia for work
• the first time I get to experience military exercise
• first FYP
• first job
• first credit card

It seems pretty long ago that I was in NTU, mugging hard for exams, staying late with Peishi for FYP, going for CO practices, the NTUCO concert, FYP presentation, convocation ceremony...

Then it was Taiwan with Sylvia! I finally met my uncle and aunt who are working and staying there and has not been back for the past many years. Taiwan is one place where dreams come true, or so I've always felt. I hope I will get a chance to live and stay in Taiwan one day (retirement? hee hee...) and I WILL visit again... I think my parents would love to go visit too! =) - I better start saving up!

I started working end June 08, and I'm so glad I've made such good friends! Thanks to Jia Yun for always accompanying me while we take the "arrows" together! And also the rest on our boss's "arrow list" - Chaowei, Chi Meng, Hau-ge, Suwei.

I'm especially lucky to have such capable teammates! Thanks to my "lecturer" CL for being such a wonderful mentor, leader and boss. Thanks for explaining all the technical stuff like a real professor, and the many brainwashing sessions you've given us. Thanks for cooking our meals in Australia and taking such good care of us! Thanks for putting up with my "sotong"-ness when I forgot to bring my wallet & IC the other day! =P And the forever young YM - thanks for all your kind guidance and help this past 6 months! I'm going to miss them both when they go for further studies later this year. I'll jiayou and try to learn as much as I can in these few months! =) Good luck for your studies!

My favourite trip this year - Japan! F&E is really the best way to travel! =) though we 3 girls (me, elaine, xuan) were too pampered and we chose to spend lots of $$ on hotels instead of hostels... maybe next time I should go hostels or home stays instead! (sounds like lots of fun also!) Though we spent lots of time doing our research before we embarked on the trip, it was all worth it! There are still so much more to see in Japan - I wanna go back again! I love the beautiful red maple leaves, the strong cool winds and the cold winter, the friendly (and shy!) Japanese, the mix of tradition and modernity in the cities, the really complicated Japanese language, the hot sweet sake and the never-ending shopping! I really enjoyed Japan, but for now, I've gotta work hard and play less. =)

I've spent the first 4 days of 2009 resting (or slacking). Just back from a Mayday concert with my sis and her friends - was really high! Hee hee... Okok... here's my list of "to-dos" for the remaining 361 days of the year =)

• Work hard! -> Will be travelling to Melbourne for work in Feb. (must be more independent!)
• Pay Loans -> too many loans but must jiayou! aim to pay off by 2011!
• Learn Japanese!
• Learn something else -> maybe guitar / keyboard / vocal
• Meet up more with my darlings!!! =)

Happy New Year to all my friends! May 2009 be a wonderful year!

Japan!

I'm back from Japan! And I'm missing Japan badly! It was cold but really wonderful compared to Singapore's HOT weather (I tot it's dec... shouldn't it be cooler?)
9 Days in Japan was great and I love the maple leaves!!! Perhaps I should revisit in Spring to watch the cherry blossoms!!! Sakura~ Sakura~~~

Photos on Facebook:

Tokyo - http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=190737&l=99ab4&id=733130499
Kyoto (1) - http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=190749&l=c29dc&id=733130499
Kyoto (2) - http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=190769&l=de663&id=733130499

Back from Aussie

I'm back! Time sure flies... 20 days in Australia has gone by real fast... I'm now back in Singapore, facing reality again...

Life's good in Australia (minus the work)... It's quite something to see all shops closing at 530pm everyday... and it's really demoralizing to see the entire mall closed except for the supermarket - and it's only 7pm (5pm S'pore time!). We stayed in Yeppoon, a small town with ONE shopping street (that's the CBD). Luckily, the beach & seaview make up for everything =)

We have to endure 1.5 hrs per trip to travel from Yeppoon to the training area but i guess that beats staying in camp! =P The trip has made me seen so much... It's hard to put them all in words here... but well... to say the truth, I realised I'm such a city girl - I can't survive in the wilderness... I was so terrified of the buzz of the flies swarming around in the field that I could hear the "replay" even as I lie in bed that night!

Well... Ain't I glad to be home! =)

If you only see the darkness in front,
You'll miss the galaxy of stars in the sky above.
If you only feel the scorching rays,
You'll never appreciate the warmth of the sun.

work work work

I used to be able to write all sorts of crap here...but recently I find myself staring very hard at the blogger page and wondering what to write... I can't really talk much about work on blog... in case it ends up on one of the internal mass emails of the cpy.. hahaz...

I'm almost 3 months into the job... Life's good so far (I guess...) though sometimes I wonder if I'm in the right line... When what interests you is not the same as what you are good at, which one will you choose? When your dreams probably cannot be easily achieved without forgoing everything you've had all your life... What will you choose?

Will be spending 20days in the desert soon... It's work so I guess I have no choice but to be roasted there... (argh...) I hope I will still be recognizable after I'm back! (I don't want to be black black...) So well... please think of me! *blush*

我也好想去相信，但我已等了好久。我还能继续等下去吗？

14 July

人因梦想而伟大。没有梦想的我，能成为伟大的人吗？

一直在意那些没有的、渴望的，就永远不会发现已经拥有的幸福。

Photos (link)

Tada! Photos are up on facebook (finally)~ watashiwa is too lazie to post on blogger... cos it's not that friendly to post 210 photos up one by one~ And captioning them... hee... so here are the links to see the photos!

Part 1: http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=118381&l=91827&id=733130499
Part 2: http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=118485&l=787ee&id=733130499
Part 3: http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=118495&l=d98d5&id=733130499
Part 4: http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=118506&l=fd122&id=733130499

Pss... watch out for Sylvia's photos.. they should be coming soon... as long as the busy woman gets down to filtering work~ haha... Jiayou orh!

lazie me!

Lala! hee... paiseh!!!

Bin back in Singapore for almost 2 wks... and no pix up yet cos watashiwa has been very lazie... PS: Filtering through 1,854 photos (=4.25GB) is a torture which I have bin trying to postpone till now... haha... good news is... i've cut down to 250 photos (woow!) and i vow to continue to cut down abit more else i will have another torturing session of uploading! lolz...

All in all, Taiwan is FUN! so for janey who's already there... enjoy! =) and ning angeline & gang going in 2 wks... Look forward to it! =) My fav is still Alishan... cos of the cool temperature and interesting trees... Taipei is wonderful for shopping, and the Kaohsiung Dream Mall Ferris wheel is so kawaii! I wish i have more time at Taipei 101! And too bad I didnt get to see more of Taroko Gorge cos of the road repairs! Next time I shall go Taiwan on F&E! (Care to join?)

Ok! Photos up within the next wk (i hope!) since I've retired (almost) from my part-time work and beginning the 1 mth plus of rotting at home... and witnessing the decline of my life-long savings... (sob)

yawnzz... post photos soon... ciaoz for now!

psss... brainies i miss ya all!!!! poor me in singapore waiting for you gals to come back!!! hope u r enjoying urselves! *muacks* with lots of luvvvvvvv

Hualien!

Yo Ho!!! Reporting live from Taiwan Hualien Parkview Hotel!
Taiwan's weather has been really good since we arrived on Thurs! No rains to dampen the mood so far, but the long bus rides are irritating and the tour guide's "fengshui" and chinese medicine stories are driving me (& poor sylvia) nuts...

Thurs (8May) - Long plane ride... and Keelung night market is not bad! Oh! Check this out! (http://www.85cafe.com/) They have really pretty and yummy cakes!!! Shall get more in Taipei! =)

Fri (9May) - Jiufen - Bus Breakdown! - Hsinchu (eat bee hoon) - Sun Moon Lake (almost night time) - Chiayi

Sat (10May) - Chiayi - Alishan (pretty! too bad no chance to take the alishan railway) - Kaohsiung

Sun (11May) - KaoHsiung - Fo Guang Shan - Hakka Cultural Village - Taitung (cold & windy) - watched my idol drama straight from Taiwan! *finally no nid to wait for websites to load*

Mon (12May) - Taitung - San Xian Tai (sea view) - Ba Xian Dong (1 cave - cos the rest are too dangerous...) - Hualien

Heading to Taroko Gorge (yay finally!) and Taipei tomorrow! Lalalalalala...
Well... that's all.. watch out for more news & photos soon!

Taiwan!

Woo!!! This time tml... I'll be at Taiwan!!! ;)

Bin so busy these days I only got to really start packing yesterday! I've survived FYP Oral Presentation! *yay!* That's the final major "test" in the whole of my 4 yrs in NTU! Happy Graduation!! =)

wah i m soooo busy suddenly! Just heard that FYP binded copy submission is 21days after Oral Presentation instead of 20 june... Wonderful! This means I have to finish editing and confirming the final copy to send for printing before I leave and have to trouble Peishi to help me with the printing and binding... My wonderful FYP partner! *muacks* i lurve ya! hee hee... Bz Bz Bz... I am still charging my Hp and camera battery (so last minute....)

Will be in Taiwan for 11 days! (8 May - 18 May) I hope 2 gb of memory is enough for my photos! lolx... i will try to ration memory! haha!

Elaine will be flying to australia on the same day! AND flying back on the same day too! lolx... =) too bad we are on different flights... I was supposed to go Taiwan with her lor... but australia will be fun too! I wan koala bears!!! *winkx*

I will go test water for those of u all flying Taiwan in the next few weeks ok?! Check this space for news! Hee...

Will upload fotos etc when i get back! Happy Holidays to all!!! *Cheers*
*flying at 8am! better go zzz now! nitez!

back in action!!!

... after 4 mths... haha

Oops I am sooooo sorry for neglecting this page of mine... It's so dead I realise I've even forgotten what's the link! (cock my head) So much has happened in the past semester... And I am now glad to announce that I've survived my LAST EXAMINATION for my whole four years in NTU! Lolx... AND next up, TAIWAN!!

I will be travelling to taiwan on tour with Sylvia! =) Well, I'll first need to survive my FYP presentation on the 6th, then will be flying on 8th May. The tour's 8 days with great hotel stays (Sylvia says our hotels have wonderful ratings online!!) and we will be extending the stay in Taipei for another 3 nights. So, I'll be back on 18th!!! Will bring back lots of pix (with my NEW Fujifilm camera!) and hopefully lots of maggie mee! (hee heee) and I know Sylvia's gonna drag me around to go buy comic books... =P

After Taiwan, I guess it's KL with Pei shi, xia xia & ning! =) It'll be great going KL with my wonderful lesson-mates! Afterall, we've spent 3 yrs looking at each other for almost all our lessons! haha... I'll really miss them when we all start work!

Speaking of work, it's DSTA for me! Most probably I'll be commencing work in July (when I am starting to finish my savings... I seriously don't think that little sum will survive till then! lolx) and poor me will be working at ulu Tiong Bahru... (ok.. it's not THAT ulu lah... just abit out of the way...)

Hmmx... I do wonder what will I become, say 5 years later... and what will my friends become? =) I guess we'll have to wait and see!

dec

Exams are over and the hols are here... (for pretty long le for me actually....) I know I have been lazy to blog, lazy to come online, lazy to keep in touch with all the people I care about.... Just 3 months of school, and I feel like I've lost contact with the real world so much that I don't know how to start to get back my life.
I wish for the good old days... I wish I have all my friends with me all the time. I don't like the internet... I don't like talking to the computer... I don't like how msn makes people all seem so far away...
I love to watch dramas, but I don't like the empty feeling I get each time I finish watching a drama...
I have so many tasks on hand, but I just find no drive to start any of them. I don't like to see career talks announcements or invitations because they remind me that I don't have a dream for the future. I hate to admit it, but I miss the old days so much... that I don't want to move on...

exams!

Aww... This place is more or less dead le i think... hahaz... i almost forgot how to log into blogger! lolx!

examz in a week's time!!! *ahhhhhhhh!!!* and i'm FAR from prepared~ *sianz*
ok... less than 9 days left to start of exams... but at least my exams will be over really fast... for those interested, here are the 6 golden numbers... 14, 15, 16, 20, 20, 21 (dun ask me why I'm so suay... i din have a choice!)... well... what else can i say? 早死早超生!

Joyce must jiayou too! ya exams also ard the same time rite? Gambatte! I miss ya so much! i miss the brainies! We haven met for real long... but i guess the next meeting wont be anytime soon oso... at least till after my exams n janey's exams and clare's forever-ongoing school term end... I miss ya darlings!!

Haven been meeting up with esther n sylvia since after my bday oso... sorry darlings school's killing me and wait till i re-incarnate after my exams den we'll meet up k?

and xuan and elaine too! even my mummy is asking how come i haven been meeting you gals! lolx.... ok... i admit i m too lazie... and i guess u all r real bz too lah... we'll all jiayou n i promise i will go haunt u all after my exams k?! Wahahahahaha...

please don't remind me how i should be mugging rite now... cos i've been watching a WHOLE long list of shows le... ( i think this happens every exam period... i'm REALLY trying to cut down le... i wish~) well... i wish i've got more time... and more episodes to watch~

To all muggers out there (including myself)~ jiayou orh!

The meaning of life is to give life meaning

那时候的我，太天真了。
我以为，喜欢就好，
却没有去想，我要得到底是什么。
也许到了今天，我还是不知道。
将来，对我来所就好像一个迷。
现在，我却已经在这个迷里迷路了。
找不到存在的理由，但却庆幸我存在着。
也许我还不够成熟吧，
挥霍生命，是我太浪费了。

The meaning of life is to give life meaning.

sch's starting!

Wah! Long time no blog! I hope someone’s missing me! Hee hee… I’m typing this on the bus home actually… I hope I dun miss my stop! =P haha…

School’s starting! Finally! I’m really missing school! I miss the lectures and tutorials with my khakis peishi, ning. yuxia! *muacks!* now I can finally go back to school to stick to you all! Dun run away!!! Hahaz… speaking of this… that lucky gal peishi is off to visit the city of my dreams! Taipei! Horrible gal! u din wait for me!!!*sniff sniff* remember my tai yang bing ok? Hee hee… like that den I will consider forgiving you for abandoning me for the first wk of school! Hahaz.

Hmmx… final year in NTU… a lot of scary things ahead of me, including, the most renowned HRM module, the seemingly friendly FYP… I’m really dreading HRM and I’m having absolutely no clue abt the latter… I know that IS bad… haiz… watching some of the nellers graduating is pretty heartwarming.. next year it will be my turn! Prepare flowers everyone! I want flowers! Hahaz... but I really wonder what will I be doing after grad. I have no idea myself… perhaps I am afraid to ask myself the question.. but I know I’m running out of time… argh… I hate to think!!!

All I’m sure about right now is that I want to go touring!!! Taiwan Taiwan Taiwan! I guess everyone who grows up with the long string of tw dramas would love to go visit the place… I even dream abt going there to stay for some time… but knowing my circumstances and financial status, I dun really believe that this will work… haiz.. if only life is a dream… but somehow other things seem to keep pulling me back… How many dreams do come true?

hmmph... shall go enter the world of harry potter instead... ciaoz!

放不下

想著你的溫柔 想著你的模樣 我放不下
都說過了再見 我們各自飛翔 各自長大
抱緊愛會掙扎 放開愛會心慌 神也很忙
到底要實現哪個願望
離開你 那麼傻 可以後侮嗎

太空闲的时候，就会想起许多事。
许多的回忆，就算想忘记，也无法从记忆里赶走。
也许这就是所谓的长大吧。。。

期待永远不会发生的事情~~
我真的累了。
给自己的期限，就快到了。
我真的放得下吗？
放弃期待。。。
有点舍不得。

lalalalalalala

lalalalalalalalala.....
haven blogged for SOOOOOO long! hahaz...

I.A. is over and the semesterly "fastest finger first" game at NTU has ended. I managed to get all the lessons i planned! but of cos not everyone is that lucky... hee hee... oh yes! sth even MORE lucky!!! I got 4 NDP (actual show) tix!!!! thru the eballoting! and to think i only registered on the LAST day LAST hour~ hee hee... aint I lucky? HEE HEE!

ouch my arm is aching~ I just got back home from work, badminton, dinner~ woo so eventful day... but i m dead beat... hahaz... but had alot of fun, especially since I haven't played badminton for sooooo long! I miss the VJ days when me yiing and joyce were in the badminton club! hee hee... at least i could play every sat~ then i was really freee! now weekends are so precious! haha...

I m so jealous of everyone who has gone far far away!!! I can't wait for MY grad trip! Taiwan Taiwan here i come! (one yr more!) and joyce~~~~ i'll miss ya badly! study hard and think of us ok!? *muacks*

haiz... I am feeling old~~~
can i be forever 16?

自私！

对不起，我的朋友。

计划好的明天，竟然没了。
我以为可以跟大家一起过久违的时光，
但结果却好像并不是那样。
原来大家的生活步调都不一样了。
当我察觉到这点后，心里的不愉快让我忘了，
原来今天的计划也是我们为了彼此而特别安排的。

是我太自私了，让一时的冲动破坏了我们努力安排的今天。
对不起我的朋友们。

有人对我说过，友情是需要努力的经营的。
也许，是我不够努力吧。。。

lazie gal

woo hoo... drop a quick post b4 i leave to meet sylvia darling...
wad? u mean i haven bin blogging for so long?! i din realise it actually... hahaz. but bin reading ppl's blog... hee hee...

ok! i have a room of my own now! hahaha... guess tt's y bin so lazie oops.. i mean busy to blog... jus moved in last nite n woo hoo! it's so cold even without the aircon! i guess i'm pretty lucky it's been raining alot lately... else i think i can't get to sleep...

gonna be on leave again on monday! plans: play on sat, havoc the whole of sunday nite den monday go cycling or sth liddat! hee hee.... jus took leave the last monday... so i think work's not tt bad actually... but it's time to start looking for a vacation job! else liddat wont have $ for alot of things~~ haha...

i'm missing school... or perhaps i m jus sianz of work... but no work = no $... so, i've gotta come to terms with it... have been spending n spending n spending... especially with the room n furniture... *poor* *sobs*

i'm actually still in the office... cant believe it... better off the comp n go~~~

>>>> hungry <<<<

10 weird things abt myself...

Saw Joycelyn's post and decided to continue the tagging game... i guess i'm pretty sianz at work doing some pretty brainless stuff... (oops...) so well... here's the game...

Rule of the game: each player of this game starts off with 10 weird things or habits or little known facts about yourself. People who get tagged must write in a blog of their own 10 weird things or habits or little known facts as well as state this rule clearly. At the end you must choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names. No tagbacks!

1. I enter a world of my own whenever I start to watch any drama... and somehow I love to chiong everything at one go... so I can skip meals, skip bathing, skip sleep and even... skip mugging!! Haha... i started watching wei xiao pasta 2days b4 my first paper last sem and tada! i finished it right b4 leaving for the paper!! *applause*

2. But sometimes... or almost always... i enter a down period right after enjoying a drama... I wonder to myself... how is it that such things only happen in dramas and not in real life... I would tell myself it's all fake and they won't happen... and even if they do happen, it wont be me... so I really don't know whether I love shows or I hate them...

3. I've always been living in the same room as my parents! since young! I guess that's why I never grow up... but well... good news! I'm growing up! (eh... sounds dumb...) haha... i mean i'm going to move into a room of my own! =) but the room is too small for my liking... but i dun have a choice so i shall say i love my room! haha... still in the process of creating my room... so far i have a bed, a table, a small bookself... n NO MORE SPACE! haiz...

4. I love singing! Hmmx... mainly KTV i guess... but i dun go for alot of ktv...(no money) i "sing" all the time! - on the bus, at work, bathroom, blah blah blah... but *silent*... so i think i can do great lip-syncing! haha...

5. sometimes I *disappear* at parties / when there's alot of ppl... sometimes I go *quiet* and *sianz* and *moody* all of a sudden.. and i oso dunno why... sometimes i jus don't feel like talking.. sometimes i jus tot it best to be alone... even if i don't want to be... weird enough? *scratches head*

6. I dunno what I want to do... I doubt I can be a good engineer... I don't know what I can be good at... I just want to earn $... hee... I want to be tai-tai! but somehow until now... I haven found my "golden tortise"... haiz... I don't even know what I am interested in...

7. I would love to learn to play the piano, guitar, drums.... (the list goes on...) but somehow I'm too lazy to really learn... I bought myself a keyboard a few years ago! but till now it's as good as new... still rotting ard somewhere behind the cupboards... *shakes head* I REALLY want to learn!!!

8. I almost totally only listen to chinese songs... the only korean and jap songs are from some drama's OSTs... and english songs... they are not a hit with me... I have no idea why... I know there are plenty of nice english songs... but... they don't make it into my favourites list... *scratches head again* I don't understand myself sometimes...

9. I am totally freaked out by even the smallest creatures... yah i hate the sight of insects and animals... especially flying insects... I don't dare to get too close to them... far far away, no problem... i can still keep my cool... but u'll see that I start to walk CAUTIOUSLY and watch my steps CAREFULLY... while my eyes stare hard at the creature to make sure they dun come near... keep cool~~~~ (but i m not tt cool with xiao qiangs....)

10. I am constantly feeling poor!!! Even when I am working! somehow money's never enough! ok shall reveal my greatest wish ever!!! (only my dear sis knows abt this!!) My greatest wish is... to go shopping without worries... see sth i like, i can jus buy without freaking and calculating the price and "if i buy this, blah blah blah..." =)

yay! finally! wad a LONG post! so i AM weird afterall.. haha...
Next up: tag 6 lucky ppl... Hui, Peishi, Ning, Angeline, Elaine and Xuan!
(hope these ppl actually reads this!! hahaz...)

it's time to find excitement in my life

hmmx... haven't been blogging for so long... hahaz... lazie lah...

Nth much to update.. mine's a boring life... serious budget deficits this month... i have no idea how come oso... haha... but no worries, pay is due today!!! =P though i think this month will be hard to tide through too.. too many things to buy... i've decided it's time to get my own territory in the house, so well.. it's a SMALL piece of land (oops i mean a small room)... so i'm trying hard to figure out how and what to put into the room. A territory of my own will hopefully give me more space, time and privacy... Gotta fork out some cash for some necessary furniture too... but worth it i guess...

met my ia tutor finally... he's hmm... okay lah... he seems to be super interested in the two guys though... nv as much as looked at me during the meeting. and ended up my godfather (my mentor actually) graded me!!! *freaky* i think he thinks that i am real stupid... (havent been able to answer any of his questions!) haiz... i rather my supervisor (who always ask me about KTV and perhaps knows nth of wat i have been doing) grade me, cos at least he dunno that i dunno so much things and he seems a nice man.. hahaz. godfather is nice too... very kind to me.. but i bet he thinks i m dumb...

I.A. has made me miss school... i miss the lectures n tutorials with peishi, yuxia, ning and chunchi... i miss staying in hall with my roomie.. i hope we get to stay roomies next year too... but... i wont blame ya if it din happen that way k, roomie? cos u dun have much choice too... *muacks*

it's time to find excitement in my life... i dun want my life to become a boring movie! (navy ad!)

meeting at 2pm! ciaoz!

恶作剧

一个可笑的恶作剧，让我发现自己心里真正的想法。
应该认真去面对？ 应该给自己多一次机会吗？
我害怕再次伤心难过， 我害怕重蹈覆辙。
我只是想找个答案。。。

yuan xiao jie!

Happy yuan xiao jie!!!

wahahahahaha... haven blogged for a long time... to say the truth there's no real feeling of "yuan xiao" at all... none of the loud celebrations and good food etc... but it's a nice day to be at home chiong-ing show! wahahaha... *winks*

C.O.'s concert was wonderful! was so sad all my frenx cant cum, but luckily there's darling peishi n yuxia! *muacks* love u all! it would be great to have all my friends and family come support me... I love performing, and I love it more when my loved ones are there to watch me... so I've decided! you are all to come for my last concert with ntuco next year! I'm gonna force my whole family to come too! hee hee...

It was really tiring but it's all worth it! With every concert, I have come to realise new things every year. maybe it's jus that i am getting too old.. *haiz* but this is all so true...

was watching the korean show "bad family"... it's amazing how the characters found sincere love for the other family members even when theirs was in actual fact a "fake family". Even true families do not have the capabilities to forget their individual differences and shortcomings. Even true families do not forgive mistakes. Even true families may not be "complete". I hope for a true family, a "complete" family...

CNY

Happy CNY!

dada! happie CNY! have bin telling myself i ought to blog since quite some time ago... but somehow... hee... so well... i'm going to tell story~ hahaz....

CNY was fun with nellers and assocs! =) went to wenyi's, haoyi's and ning's hse and ate the whole day! and surprisingly i was game enough to go watch midnight show (norbit) and den go to hall with yiing n angeline n haoyi! poor haoyi gotta go to lab in the morning while the three ladies (the three little piggies) slept till lunchtime and stayed in bed awhile longer playing blackjack and angeline was dancing cha cha with the green snake! lolz... C.O. ended pretty late and heng got mao to drive us back but in the end i still end up sleeping till 9am today... (oops i start work at 830am fyi)

oh yesh! happie Vday (abit belated le...) but i was too lazie to blog then so i m blogging now. haha.. i donated blood for the first time in my life on vday! *so noble* hahaz... donating blood is meaningful, but yah... bit pain (for maybe abt 5min) but worth it... though it felt funny having all the nurses telling me to lie down longer (they wont let me go) cos they say i was very pale... so i had another 15min zzz-ing! hee hee... =) wellz... hope everyone had a great Vday! (the rest of my vday was.... sianz...)

okok... happie CNY again for all! hope u have a great year ahead and lotsa hong baoz!

sianz

SUNDAY~

it's SUNDAY afternoon! and guess what i am doing? mapling... hahaz... bit sianz hor? but ok lahz... maple is cute n ok to play to spend time...

hmmz yest went qi's bday party! he's finally 21!! hahaz.. act like an adult ok!? i owis feel he's very "xiao di di"... haha... hmmx stupid yuhui greeted me with "stupid sheya" the first thing i see him! *idiots* and the most stupid thing is i proved myself to be so dumb... was trying to scare angeline from behind when i bu xiao xin slipped and fell... (cos the slope was sandy and my shoes can slip very well.. haiz) and now my ankle hurts... hahaz... can walk.. but dun think can run n jump yet... hahaz... *ouch* dumb sheya... 恶人有恶报！haha...

we spent the nite having supper at chomp chomp! nan de my roomie was onz! hahaz.... long time since we had a neller's supper! chomps best! =) den got home pretty late n tired... i miss the days we can go out for supper or go out chiong or ktv until late hours den jus go back to hall... hee... staying at home makes me wan to act guai in front of my parents... they dun like the idea of mi drinking or staying out late at nite... guess all parents are like that... hahaz...

Friday went out for team lunch with my colleagues and fellow IA students... n guess what? we ended up at the same table as the big bosses and my sup... (cos no one wants to sit with us.... haha... haiz... poor us... we dun really fit in anywhere...) and well... i think i was going crazy repeating my answers to the same few questions... so how's work? where do you stay? do you stay in hostel? y did u choose enginneering? blah blah blah... was very tempted to sing there... (got ktv!) but i aint very keen to sing for entertainment while everyone i dunno eats... and very paiseh oso cos noone except my sup sang... hahaz... well... all i can say is... that lunch was so *stressful* haha... but the food is REALLY good... i heard each person abt 50+... freaky~ we had about 40 ppl there... so well.. do your maths! =P

shall go for CO tomorrow... die i think i nid alot of practice! it's less than a month to the concert! *faintz* and i haven start selling tix! work work work~ busy busy busy~

<<花样少年少女>>:
"Travel helps people relax and open up 這就是最好表白的時候... "
...................................骗人的.................................................

knock off!

as i predicted, i m REALLY very zuo bo today~ i m now... em... preparing (?) to go home... jus too paiseh to leave when everyone around me is still so busy~ hahaz...

i guess i shall fill my day up tml by reading up other ppl's blogs! (hmm... discretely of cos...) wahahahahahaha....

The meaning of life is to give life meaning.

work!

wohoo! hie! the lazie pig is finally blogging again... haha...

pretty zuo bo at work (even more zuo bo den usual), cos most of the engineers are really busy these few days... i expect to be more zuo bo tomorrow and maybe beginning of next week.. *haiz*

went for C.O. (finally!) but that was last week... this week? hmm... rao le wo ba! the travelling is really tiring... will go again next week for sectionals instead... hee... my roomie has a new roomie! so that means i have no where to stay when i go C.O. *haiz* more travelling...

anw, gotta do "paper work"... *sigh* ciaoz!

I.A.-ing

woo hoo! it's been A YEAR since i blogged! (wahahaha)

ok... merely 2 weeks into I.A. and I am slacking really big time.. it explains why i am here blogging... stupid yiing kip niaoing mi to go CO and to update my blog... lalalalalala... ok i decided to go C.O. finally (zzzzz) perhaps nex wk... awww... i hate the travelling.. still debating to stay in hall or go home late at nite after C.O.

C.O. - been mia for so long i almost forgot i ever existed in it... oops.. jus kidding lahz... i miss CO alrite.. miss yiing too, n miss peishi oso... miss haoyi SL, miss nellers and associates... okok.. tt's y i m cuming... zzzzz (i hate to travel!)

I.A. - hmm... i m learning alot, but i m really tired also... everyday oso wanna zzzz when i reach home... weirds.. i m becoming like a pig... jus longing for more sleep everyday... hahaz... i jus wan my school fees back... (i pay the school, the school pays the company, the company pays me...)(still my money in the end...)

ok... I.A. time dun slack so obvious... (oh i finished reading harry potter and the half-blood prince ebk while at work! hee...)

ciaoz!

happy new year!

happie new year!

SUDDENLY, it's the last day of 2006! in less than 24 hrs we will say goodbye to 2006 and start the new year!

so many things have happened in 2006...

NTUCO concert
it was a FULL HOUSE! (i lurve reminding everyone!) What a PROUD ticketing officer i am, togather with yiing yng! The preparation was TEDIOUS and i remembered how i freaked and really wanted to give up cos of all the performaances (yes there was SO much esp that year and that period of time!) plus the at-first-really-pathetic ticket sales (less than 50% when it was less than 2 wks to the concert...) and the euphoria that took over me when i realised we dont have enough tickets to sell on the day before the concert!!!! lol... a great accomplishment! =)
(too bad haoyi SL wasnt with us then, but it's good to know he enjoyed himself in shanghai! =) i remember how sad we all were when we went to send him off~~~)


NTUCO Beijing Trip
beijing was WONDERFUL! the company was great (of cos! u'll always be crazy with the nellers!) it's the FIRST time in my life i took an airplane! (the pressure in my ears really made me felt horrible~ it is HARD to yawn sometimes... haha) the trip really made me feel a greater sense of belonging and "togetherness" (is it the word?) with the orchestra... =) I also did the most courageous thing i ever did... It took so much of my courage and drained so much of my energy and happiness... but well! i did not and will never regret it... this is all part of life...

Hall + school
hall 11 and hall 15... surprisingly, i prefer hall 11... minus the distance, and the canteen, hall 11 actually makes me feel more comfortable than hall 15!! i like the wind, the serenity and the tv reception! school? jus as boring... luckily i have ning n peishi n yuxia with me everyday. i've learnt to go for lectures and tutorials alone (i STILL prefer someone to pei wo really...) i've learnt to gossip and spectaculate relationships between people jus by observing where and how they seat themselves in the LT... (lol... tt has become me n peishi's fav pasttime in 12/17 lectures) Results?! of cos i'm happie =) the latest sem's results made me MORE happie! well... since i've bin so hardworking this sem, i deserve my great results! =) i will miss my roomie when i go for IA starting jan~ roomie~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Celebrating 21 years!
21.. the magical number... the year you become an adult, you become responsible for your own life. the year you spend all your money on everyone else's presents! haha.... but it's the SPECIAL year! i lurve all the parties~ janey's, pammie's, jane ong's, Elaine's, yingyan's, Sam's, and MY party! hee hee... of cos plus yiing's! =) we're all adults now!!! and there are so many more 21 years ahead of us! all the best for all of us!! ^^

Darlings
wooo~~~ i miss my darlings! i haven seen brainies for SOoooo long~~~~ miss ya all badly!!! janey must be sneezing in Australia now.... haha... let's meet up when janey is back!!! *muacks* *muacks* *muacks* i really miss ya all!!! it seems like yesterday we were giving ourselves furnie names... [wonkey, donkey, monkey, zonkey] [lost brainie, no screw brainie, empty brainie, no brainie] i miss our vj days... not the sch, but the days i get to see you gals everyday...
darlings of the year::: xuan and elaine!!!!! thanks to you gals i manage to cum out of my own misery~ thanks to you gals i always have someone to call or jus to bother when i feel like it and thanks to you gals i now have GREAT expectations for the year ahead... =) in a good way lah... *muackx* *muackx*
and also another darling all time (i noe she dun read my blog... she never reads anyone's.. but well...) thanks to sylvia... a fren of 12 years... you know me inside out! and i know we'll be frenz forever...


wooo wad a Long~~~~ post... it took me very long to write it ok... dun complaint lah.. hee... anyway... 2006 has been good~ now let's all look forward and move on! time waits for no one...

best wishes for 2007! ^^

merry xmas!

merry xmas!

may all ur christmas wishes come true and may u have a wonderful year ahead!

i finally let myself go beyond where i usually allow myself. but even so, i did not push all the way to 100%... i guess i stopped when i still have 5% soberness ~ in order to save all the trouble and uncomfort... hahaz... ok... yy went further, tt's y i guess she must be having a worse hangover den me~ hee hee... she's probably zzz-ing le...

it was interesting for me... i was totally conscious of wad i was doing, totally "high", talking even louder than usual (oops..haha), not walking very straight (but at least i could still walk... still get wad i wan, still make it back safely...) and i remember it! hahaz... and i had a very comfortable pillow! thanks to syh~ hahaz... (but not without uncountable disturbances...)

no more malaysia trip for me liaoz, but at least now i am looking for another night out this new year! =) go plan it, SL! ^^ (i better start to train up! hee hee...)

山谷中

有人告诉我，
我就像在一个山谷中，
虽然很深，但我很幸运我的山谷有个梯级。
只要我愿意爬， 总有一天我会爬出这个山谷。
这个人是我的曙光，让我看到了梯级。

也许，
其实我不想爬出山谷。。。
我害怕山谷外的世界，
我害怕别人讨厌我，
我害怕得不到别人的爱，
我害怕得不敢去碰那梯级。

有时我真得很想就这样，
永远呆在深深的山谷中。。。

hols

Holidays!

yoho!!! it's 10days after examz, and life's good with hols! =)

bin spending quality time with frenz and family.. bin going out every other day and bin slacking at home every non-other day... haha... jus spent the weekend partying at my roomie's place! it's so fun! steamboat, mahjong, xbox, audition, ron.. and the most surprising thing is we actually played monopoly until 5am and we were still super high! haha... i conclude haoyi's luck is super good.. he won every game! argh.. even if we ALL gang up against him... hahaz... everyone was super tired yesterday but well.. it was fun! roomie's house is so nice... feels like a high class chalet.. cos of the aircon =P and i guess we really created alot of noise esp during monopoly! haha...

jus signed maxonline on sat! (yay!) -- no more dialup, finally! now i can play audition at home! cool!!!! (but somehow today it either hangs or kicks mi out... hmm... i'll try again another time...) it costs quite a bit.. i better start saving up to pay bills... and guess wad!? i STILL haven got a handphone! (oh.. wads new?!) so well... i nid $$!!!!

k lahz.. shall continue to enjoy my maxonline! =) enjoy hols everyone! psss.... brainies! when r we going out?! miss ya... xiao lao po! miss ya too!!!! enjoy yourself there ok?! =)

examz

5 down, 2 more to go

yay! 5 papers down, 2 more to go... after exams i'm gonna do so many things i cant count anymore... hahaz... i'm looking forward to next fri le!!! but the problem is how to survive Monday's paper... so far my 5 papers are, as usual, unsatisfactory... i really pray my results are ok... it doesnt help when u start to watch a drama (wei xiao pasta) and finish it within two days... when u start on the day b4 ur first paper... haha... i knew this was going to happen... but i still let it happen... now i have rewatched and m still rewatching... cos i dun have anything better to watch liaoz... hahaz.. i m so dead...

i miss my roomie... whenever i m alone in hall... i hate to go makan alone esp in the hall canteen... and all the nellers are so far away... so i owis camp in the room and become my hermit.. i munch on bread n biscuits n vitasoy for all my meals, with chocs as snacks... lol.. bad lifestyle.. lonely and unhealthy...

jus back fr suntec after a long awaited nellers outing... in the midst of examz though... hahaz.. but i figured i wont want to mug anymore after my paper today... according to past experience i end up doing everything but mugging... haha... nex paper is super er xin so i really better be serious abt it fr tmr onwards..


不知不觉， 就已经过了四个月了。。。
生日前两个月， 我经历了一生中最难过最痛苦的回忆。
生日后的两个月，我似乎已经痊愈了。
也许这只是自我安慰， 但我真的很想把它从心里去除。
谢谢这几个月开那么支持我的朋友们。。。
或许是因为大家都在同一个时间感受到相同的痛处，
所以我们才能从彼此找到力量。
能有你们我想上天已经对我太好了。
真心的希望我们都会找到属于自己的幸福，
真心的希望我们会一辈子做最好的朋友。

wishing...

~wishes~

sometimes i hate wishing...

wishes that won't come true...

i wish i wish i wish...

~~

我不想哭。。。我要更坚强。。。

examz time!

Examz Time!!!

... and i still feel like slacking everyday! haha... i still want audition, i still dun feel like getting out of bed every morning... i still hate lessons.. wahahha... my mugger mission is still in the fridge... i better try to drag it out soon.. wahahaha...

ureca is pretty chim... but still managable right now... even though i still dunno how to do alot of things... but hopefully will learn abit more... haha... i still have yet to buy a phone... the more i wait, the more pretty phones appear in the market! haha... and i still want an mp3 player... so i shld do "diverse investment"... (i nid more $$!)

miss all my darlings! missing darling brainies, missing elaine n xuan darlings, missing joanne laopo, missing all the neller outings... after exams we must all go out n play! =)

...3 months, and i think i am recovering... or so i hope...

21st bday!

Thank you! *muacks*

Thank you for all who came!!! Thanks for coming, Thanks for the gifts, Thanks for bringing all the smiles to me! =) Thanks to those who couldnt come but i received your well wishes n hugs n kisses! =) I was really super busy that day, but I felt really happy that everyone spared the time to come!

I enjoyed all the "happy birthdays"! Thanks once again for making me feel like I'm a star! =) *muacks* I wished I had more time to sing with everyone and say goodbye and thank you to everyone... *thanks again!*

yummie! this is GOOD... (thanks mummy!)

mei nus! pammie joyce jane sylvia!

my fav niece n nephew!! =) aint they cute?!

peiling is so sweet!

brainies!!! *muacks* *muacks* *muacks*

pris n peiling r gd frenz after jus one song! =)

i lurve my cake! looks gd, and tastes better! yummie! i lurve hazelnuts!

i have cake AND flowers! =) great combi!

mum n dad n sis n mi! =)

pri sch frenz! oops... there's onlie sylvia darling! hee hee *muacks*

st nix galz!

vjc ppl! =)

ntuco! plus our two future members! =)

ntu engine ppl... vs

... ntu non-engine ppl

ntu eee gang!

ntuco tanpo!

hey tt's my new nametag!

jing n yuqin! late!

elaine says this can be my matchmaking photo! *haha*

osim!

my roomie! *muacks*

aint it romantic? city space is cool! =)

pretty ladies (and pretty toilet rite?!)

guess who were the photographers? =)

Thank you List:
Mummy + Daddy >> thanks for preparing the food! *muacks* and thanks for supporting me all this while...
Sis Hui>> thanks for the company n help in the process of planning =)
Elaine >> thanks for being my beauty consultant! you are the one who made me a princess! =)
Xuan >> gosh! the equinox was the best part of the night! thanks xuan mummy!
Roomie Wenyi >> thanks for the wonderful idea of the photo album n thanks for printing all those pix to brighten up the album!

thanks for all the presents! i really lurve them! special thanks to brainies for the super chio swatch watch! n thanks to nellers n gang for the hp voucher! thanks to osim ppl for the precious moments figurine! it's so pretty! =) i feel like i'm a greedy pig... these pressies are so exp! thanks thanks thanks!
*muacks* lurve ya all!

freezing

freezing...

awwwww... actually I think i m more like frozen, nt freezing... bin staying in hall the whole day (oops... wad abt lessons?) and guess how productive my day is?

bin mapling whole day, read abt 3 pages of notes, listening to songs, read the same 3 pages of notes, more mapling, and read the 3 pages of notes again... (dotz...)

abit sad some ppl cant make it for my bday... but really touched by darlings for putting in so much effort into my bday... thanks to elaine! she's my honoured beauty consultant! thanks to xuan mummy... i cant wait for sat nite outing to equinox (iz tt how u spell it?) thanks to darling brainies n gang... but pls dun get me a hp... it's too expensive... as i said, my bday list is purely write "shuang"!!!! it's more like my wishlist for this yr... hahaz... jus get mi sth within ur budgets and sth u like n i'll like too! =) *muackz* lurve ya lots!!!

i want to mug! but somehow i cant.... argh... i'll start tmr (oops did i hear tt b4? haha)

kss

去爱吧 如同从来没有受过伤害一样
Love like you’ve never been hurt before

跳舞吧 如同没有任何人注视你一样
Dance like there’s no one watching you

唱歌吧 如同没有任何人聆听一样
Sing like no one’s listening

工作吧 如同不需要金钱一样
Work like you don’t need money

活着吧 如同今日是末日一样
Live like today’s your last day

Bday Bday!

less than 2 weeks more...

to MY BDAY!! hee hee... lots to bz... (still...) haiz... hopefully everyone will cum!!! =) oh yeah.. m now erm... in psycho lecture... listening (?!) and lappie-ing (yeah...) will have a psycho quiz later n i m far far away from even half prepared... zzzz.... i can see my mugger mission going down the drain... argh...

ok... hmmm... lots of ppl have bin asking wad i want for my bday... hee hee... time to start putting up my bday wish list! wahahahahah... but i so shy... nt so thick-skin as to say wad i really wan... eg. handphone, mp3 player, precious moments figuring, new lappie, new desktop plus broadband for my home, blah blah blah... oops... wahahaha... hey dun close the window leh... i m nt tt unfrenly lah... wahhahahaha...

okok... how abt this list? =)
1. handphone - i want a SLIDE PHONE! (i lurve LG chocolate - but i dun like its functions...) so samsung ones r nt bad! (hee hee... okok... this IS expensive... jus write for shuang! haha)
2. MP3 Player! - i lurve sony's!!! the flash 1G MP3 is 179 (wooo...) and the hard disk 6G one is 299 (wooooooo......) hahaz... (okok... another one write for shuang de...)
3. Precious Moments figurine! wahahaha... i lurve this one with a pretty gal holding a bouquet of flowers... it's called "may love blossom whereever you go" but it's expensive (quite) and pretty useless... (impractical in my sis' view)
4. watch!! - how abt a swatch watch?! (woo... ok! dun kill mi! jus kidding... they r too darn expensive lah i know!)
5. accessories! - wld love necklaces or earrings or bracelets! =) i trust everyone will get mi nice pretty stuff! wahahahahaha...
6. new bag! - would love a tote bag! or handbag (always wanted a white one)
7. can gimme huge stuffed toys! (ok.. this is impractical too...) but sometimes they r really cute! wahahahaha... hmmm i dun mind doraemon (even though i have 2 oreadie!) or the black/white pigs (oops i dunno their names!) or the green tortoise! (no pink or brown ones pls... i like the greenies most.. oh n as usual i dunno their names...)
8. ok... jus a last item.. in case there ARE really super rich frenz out there... u know, i lurve gold bars?! (nt those chocolate gold bars pls...) wahahahahahaha...

wooo... i m so thick-skin! oops i mean i m so shy n humble! =) wahahahahha... *blushes* hope this helps somehow... so u all can avoid banging ur heads against the walls looking for something for She Ya the Great... *smilez* ok even though the list was no much help.. heehee...

23rd Sept 2006, saturday, 2-7pm, Hougang CC ktv... be there! =)

mugger mission 1

Mugger Mission 1

yo hi!!! i am finally blogging!!!! =) wahahahaha... how's my mugging? hee hee... bad.... mugger misson 1 has sorta failed... not totally though, but at least i m attending all my lectures and tutorials, including the make-ups!!! see! great improvement from last sem already!!!! yay! i m such a wonderful gal!!!! (guai bah!)

the bad thing abt mission 1 that i have yet to trully accomplish - to do my tutorials faithfully... its already SO tiring to attend 24AUz worth of lessons every wk! i'm already dying... so tired!!! ok... i'm trying so hard to read my notes and reading le...but of cos i cant kip up... oops my roomie jus commented that although i go for all my lectures, i m always late(ok... i cant get outta bed in time)... but at least i think i dun sleep in lectures as much as she do... surprisingly i m awake for most lectures!!! =)

and to make mugger mission 1 even more challenging... my addiction to drama has been acting up again!!!!!!! I jus cant stop watching "My lovely samsoon"!!!!! thanks to the wonderful tv reception at hall 11... now i come back every night and spend my time:
1. you-tube: watch kim sam soon
2. maple: kill kill kill
3. 10pm - 11pm: Kim Sam Soon on chn U!
4. you-tube: more kim sam soon!!!
i m jus so addicted already... anyone has the show?!?!?!?!?!?!?! help mi!!! let mi watch!!!!

birthday party will become a reality! ( i hope!) have yet to book the place... but i think i will do it sometime this wkend... then i will officially announce and sms everyone! =) do come!!! 23rd sept, sat (start of mid term break for NTU!), 2-7pm, Hougang CC ktv... i decided shall get 4 rooms instead of jus 3... so come early! dun let my rooms be too empty leh! haha...

birthday party... so much to plan, so much to spend, so much to do, so much to worry... hahaz... but i think the memories are worth alot more... =)

我想我可以就像你一样，当作什么都没发生。。。但现在的我，还做不到。我最近才发现，原来我比想象中脆弱。

mugger mi!!!!

i m RESOLVED to become a MUGGER this sem!!!!

yesh i m! do not doubt it... this is SHE YA the great and yesh i have decided to be a MUGGER!!! (hurrays!!!) too bad this din cum 4 sems ago, but don't worry i will be so hardworking that i can makeup for all the past sems!!!

too lazie to blog n post pix... sry i noe i promised... next wk maybe... when i take time off my mugging... hahaz...

i am going to attend all my lectures n tutorials. i am going to do my tutorials. i am going to read my notes. (oh gosh can i really do all this?! i'll try!!! ^^ )

i'm doing this because i don't want to think about stuff i don't want to think about... i might as well channel all these energy to fulfill more worth-while tasks... =)

down...

down...

ok... yesh i've been feeling really down this past week... i feel like all the confidence i've ever had is slipping away... i feel as though i'm all broken up inside... but i know i can survive. i know my wounds will heal... it jus takes time... i nid more happiness... (oh n more $ too, pls! hee...)

明知道会后悔的事，就不应该去做。
我想，我不只伤害了自己，也伤害了他。

i'm back!!!

i'm back!!!

woo.. m finally back in sinapore! =) great to be home! did ya all miss mi?! hee hee... beijing is wonderful if u take away the hot weather, horribly salty food, bad air, lousy traffic, and enormous amounts of walking... loved the shopping! ^^

watch out for fotoz when i m free enough to upload n post! =)

没有时间了

我想我真得很失败。
两年前，我以为我还有很多时间。

直到最近我才发现，
时间已经过了那么多。
直到最近我才发现，
情况似乎和当时一样。
直到最近我才发现，
原来已经没有那么多时间了。。。

我要怎么做，才能让时间停止？

h11 comp room

met a nice gentleman in the hall 11 computer room... (was too bored in the room watching CNA... but the aircon here is down...) we chatted abit, and erm... he sorta tried to know me... but i have a hard time catching what he was trying to say.. i think it's cos of the accent... he gave me his email address but of cos i don't intend to email him or anything... think i wont use the comp room tt often to see him anyway... (i hope!) it sure is wierd being in a dark comp room with someone i jus met barely an hour ago and asking about what i feel as a singaporean and how would i feel to actually go out on the road with a negro like him... i m not being racist (i am not!) but it jus feels wierd... maybe cos i m too shy.. he's over 10 yrs older than me! and i dun exactly feel charmed by someone who's "determined, courageous, and humble" (that's what he says...)

ok.. not a very good way to speak of someone i jus met... he's a nice guy lah... with much wisdom... (k lah.. i m stupid...) glad to have met such an interesting person here in hall 11... =)


I don't know what I should do... would it be better to be kept as a secret? Is it really just admiration and not fondness? I just learnt something today... "first admiration, then like, and finally love"

Brainies outing!!!!

Brainies Outing!!!

Finally! the long awaited brainies trip!!! =) joyce looks so skinny after she came back from her london trip (jealous!) AND before tt, her korea trip (MORE jealous)... Clare went london too, and Janey maybe going HK (jealous!!!!!) while poor me will melt in Beijing soon... haha... okok... Beijing is good enuff... seems like there's so much stuff for mi to prepare for my first ever china trip, and my first ever airplane ride! feeling bit lazie... haha... first i nid to move hall first! hee hee...

The pretty brainies!!!! *muacks* i lurve ya all darlings!!!

Janey is SOOOO cute!!!! her HUGE eyes with our yuen yang bing! ^^

Hey joyce u r supposed to make a funny face!!! =P

mi n joyce's shoes... wad can i say? great minds think alike! =D

Janey's lok kok shoe with a HOLE!!! (and her ankle socks... she insists on getting them into the photo! haha)

The ghostly brainies..... gonna miss ya all!!!

Till we meet again!!! muacks!!!!

lala!!!

hihi... k i realised i m so lazie when it comes to blogging... hahaz... paiseh lah... i AM lazie i admit it...

wooow so fast n i'm left with abt a mth of school hols... minus CO trip, minus moving hall, minus CO practs (if i turn up)... oh... like nt much time left... sianz... i haven really got to enjoy n hols is almost over?! sigh...

thanks darling brainies... miss ya all so much... joyce u back in sgp le? m so jealous!!! i oso wish to go London n Korea! sniff sniff... n janey oso nv chio mi go out... must be too bz rite!? haha... watashiwa oso really rotting at home... hee... the only person i really go out with is Elaine lor... she's the one who's dragging mi out of the comfort of my rotting in my cosy little hdb flat... haha... but den.. without her i guess i would spend even more time rotting and will be even more "no life"... haha... okok thanks darling elaine... =) *muacks*

C.O. has bin... haiz... i dunno how to say it... i guess i m dreading the travelling... i m so darn lazie lah... i hate leaving home to go for CO... (no like anyone there misses my company...) but i guess it's ok during practice... hmmmph... but liddat i will miss my superband!!! argh... i lurve soul n j3... hopefully juzB or milupin cums back this wk... =)

ai qing mo fa shi is nice! but too similar to wang zi bian qing wa... n my mom loves goong... she can watch n rewatch n not get bored... hahaz...

ok... say i m bored, cos i m, blogging twice in a nite... i cant find better things to do... and being online is... well, shld i say rare for mi... n i still dunno wad to do! haha... talking on msn... a fav pasttime of so many ppl i noe... is becoming v depressing for mi...

k lah... sorry for darlings angeline, yiing and elaine... well, who else talks on msn with mi lor? sometimes i dun c the point of going online to "talk" when we c each other so often (?)
haiz... say i m wierd... i come on msn... maybe i m looking for someone to chit chat, but well... it makes me feel all the more sianz.... sry darlings again... hahaz...

hmmm... sometimes i wonder why m i who i m? why m i not like the people i noe? why do i feel like i have frenz, but i still feel lonely all the same? i dunno who i can find when i nid a talk... i dunno who i can find to accompany me through the lonely nights in hall... i dunno who i can find if i jus wish to chill out... i dunno who to call when i feel like talking... perhaps i feel that i m worthy of noone's attention... i dunno.... why shld anyone bother abt mi?

M.i.A.-ing

yoho... bin mia for v long... since end of DIP... have bin rotting at home... very sianz very bored... but interestingly, i am enjoying it quite abit... hee hee... ok so i AM a pig...

well... sometimes i think i am tt type of person who can jus stay cut off from the world... i jus nid to stay at home... hee... no job no money but it's ok... i dun really wan to go out too... no money to spend, no where to go and nobody to go with... haha... i jus get this feeling that noone misses mi jus as i miss noone... (isolating myself) (hee)

ok... but think cos home has so many people... mommy is at home everyday now... so yesh, home's very noisy everyday... *she can scream at so many things i m so amazed by her... oh i used the wrong word... it's *annoyed... haha...

k... i wan to get a job, but i m like onlie free for... hmmm... i cant even say a mth... with the CO china trip rite in the mid of my remaining hols... haiz... i'll try looking for temp or one-off job k? any lobang?

what do you do when you feel lonely? what is it like to fall in love? what is it like to get used to life with a special someone?

maybe i dun look like that kind... but i do get lonely.... sometimes...

morning!!!

yoho! DIP is ending soon!!! after this presentation... hee...

dunno how cum become the presenter for the other grp... haiz... tot can slack but seems no.. haha... after this can go out play (finally)... hee

yesterday went out with elaine... went bugis walk walk... super alot of pple!!! argh... tried to find the mei tt peishi darling bought... but there r so many shops there i really dunno which one got... in the end oso cannot find the special "korean mei"... n the weather so super hot i cant stand it... wahahahahaha... so in the end anyhow buy mei... hee... okok... i m lousy...

den i went home with elaine... she wanna watch goong... den suddenly got fever... n feel v hot n sick for the rest of the nite... haiz... but now ok liaoz lah... hopefully... hee... today came to lab early to perpare for the presentation but seems like i'm too early haha... k lah... they nid time to warm up i guess... wateva...

shall go back to emm... preparing... hahaz... wish mi luck!

DIP...

boo! DIP has been, literally - horrible! argh... first was being "thrown" into the project with no guidance what-so-ever from the prof, next came our hopes of several highly ambitious ideas which the lab techs confirmed we will NEVER get it done by the short span of 5 weeks.... when we finally decided on what to do, (thanks to the lab techs for helping us find ideas) we face the huge hurdle of ASSEMBLY language... argh... the only parts i guess i enjoyed was the shopping at Sim Lim for components and motor (oh i think we got cheated... the motor cost us $15!!)

we finally got our hardware done (almost) - hopefully by tomorrow.. haha.. now the big problem is... our propeller clock can't exactly do a clock display right now (problems with programming a clock...) haiz... i can imagine how our project will turn out... haiz... (not to mention the other 2 groups in the lab seems to be so pro...)

okok... too late le.. lab tech chasing us out liao.. ciaoz~~~

holidays??

yoho! hey ppl! ok so was missing in action for quite a while... last entry was hmm... sad... but hey ppl i'm hmmm better (?) already... minus the fact that i screwed up my last 2 papers *esp the last one* haiz...

okok... long story (not really) but my mommy got into hospital on last tues nite den i only got to know it at like 7am wed morning... so i onlie effectively slept for 4 hrs for tt paper (yawnz)... den i went to the hospital to pei my mommy after my wed paper and also spent the day there on thurs... den my fri paper was... haiz... now REALLY must pray very hard for tt... okok... my own fault actually.. not exactly no time or hospital is a bad place to study but more like i got no mood to study at all... argh... i ended up "blanking out" haiz... wad a failure i m...

anw, mommy bin out of hospital since sat... so not to worry darlings... but i bin accompanying her everyday everywhere, so i dun really have a life rite now so sorry ppl... hospital, clinic, hougang mall... my latest hangouts... n the wonderful thing is mommy only goes to super exciting places like her favourite NTUC n market... while everytime i spot any thing i wan to c she'll drag mi away with "dun waste time". haiz... so u can guess how entertained i m everyday, everywhere with mommy... k lah tt's such a boring story... maybe after she feels better n not giddy anymore den i can jio u all go out! =) remember me hor! hee...

holiday ending liaoz... argh n i haven even went out to play at all!!!! argh... but these days i bin at home n guess wad i bin doing??? wahahahahaha... PS games n PC games! cool xia... but STILL... i cant stand the connection... kips dcing how i play my maple? (haha.. i think i have no rite to complain... but well...) hee =P next i wanna watch GONG (palace) the korean show adapted fr this korean comic which i like quite a bit... =) anyone got?? *hint hint*

DIP starting next monday... left 3 more days to play (or slave)...

miss ya all darlings... *muacks*

feeling super down...

i dunno y i'm feeling so sad... i jus feel like crying my heart out...

so many things have happened recently. both happy and sad things... suddenly i feel that i dun exactly know the people around me... i guess i'm not as close as i think i m to my frenz... it hurts to c a really close fren being so sad, but i cant bring myself to ask... dun think i'm meant to know... but it hurts my heart... it hurts jus as bad to realise certain events only after it had happened... when noone ever said anything how m i supposed to know? *haiz* maybe it's all my fault...

i tell myself there's nth to worry abt, and there's nth i can do... but it doesnt stop the unease in my heart... sometimes i jus feel like giving up the exams... how can i try to study while i know she's in pain? how can i fuss abt idiot stuff like transformers when all i want is to be with her, make sure she is nt lost in the hosp, understands what the docs r talking abt, is taking her medicine on time, eating her meals on time, getting enuff sleep... i jus hate myself!

i dun like being hall alone either... it makes me feel so lonely i feel like crying all i can... i feel like using up all the tears i have so tat i will nv have to cry again... sometimes i wish i can find someone to cry to... i guess i'm tried trying to kip the "happy sheya" in front of everyone... but i dun like the idea of spoiling everyone's mood...

- jus let me cry... it'll be over soon -

exam alert!

Examz in LESS than TWO weeks!!! jiayou everyone!!
jiayou to those having their examz earlier den mi too! esp to claris n joyce darling... JIAYOU!

ok... bin missing in action for very long again... sorry sorry... bin lazie n my lappie went for a holiday at eight flags again... haha... den after it came back it lost all its memory so i have bin busy looking for ways to help it regain its past memories... ok... i m jus crapping... it got a new harddisk liaoz... dunno to be happy or sad, but at least i have got back most of my stuff so it's ok... =)

cant wait for examz to be over! (it has nt even started!) i am gonna start camping in hall from tonite onwards.... oh tt means ANOTHER FOUR WEEKS before i go home! i duno if i can tahan tt long... i cant imagine mi eating FOUR whole WEEKS of canteen food... ARGHhhhhhh... ahhhhhhh.... help mi! (pss.. i jus spent quite some $$ stocking up food... choc, sweets, biscuits, cup mee... i dun think i will die out tt fast! hee hee)

okok... i shldnt be wasting time here act... but feel so sianz hall alone so i decided to come complain... gotta go off to MUG for tmr's quiz (quiz again!) so tada! buaiz n wish mi luck! =)

Woo Hoo! back in Action!

yo ho! yiing complains i m still stuck at CNY! hahaz.. okok.. so here i m.. FINALLY updating my dearie blog.. haven bin blogging... almost forgot how to log in! haha..

NTUCO concert was a WOO HOO! FULL HOUSE! *phew* lucky me.. thanks to everyone who made the MirAcLe Happen! thanks to my darling eLaIne and my dear sis for cuming to support! =) next up: NTUCO Beijing trip in July! =) cant wait cant wait!!! *SL! miss ya alot woo...* hee hee...

my darling Xuan oso leaving for switzerland soon... sob sob... *jealous* can u pack mi into your luggage so tt i can go too?! =) hee hee... okok... i'll miss u! *muacks* *muacks*

CO has bin taking so much of my time tt i almost got no life... FINALLY concert is over (FULL HOUSE!) and guess wad? it's time for quizes quizes plus... the huge EXAMx! haiz... sigh...time to start mugging le lor.. jus realised exams iz.. 4 weeks away... haiz... everyone, JIAYOU! =)

i cant wait to go out with everyone again after this irritating busy period! darlings! must jio mi go out after exams k?! *muacks*! =)