I'm back! Time sure flies... 20 days in Australia has gone by real fast... I'm now back in Singapore, facing reality again...
Life's good in Australia (minus the work)... It's quite something to see all shops closing at 530pm everyday... and it's really demoralizing to see the entire mall closed except for the supermarket - and it's only 7pm (5pm S'pore time!). We stayed in Yeppoon, a small town with ONE shopping street (that's the CBD). Luckily, the beach & seaview make up for everything =)
We have to endure 1.5 hrs per trip to travel from Yeppoon to the training area but i guess that beats staying in camp! =P The trip has made me seen so much... It's hard to put them all in words here... but well... to say the truth, I realised I'm such a city girl - I can't survive in the wilderness... I was so terrified of the buzz of the flies swarming around in the field that I could hear the "replay" even as I lie in bed that night!
Well... Ain't I glad to be home! =)
If you only see the darkness in front,
You'll miss the galaxy of stars in the sky above.
If you only feel the scorching rays,
You'll never appreciate the warmth of the sun.
Thursday, October 30, 2008
Wednesday, September 10, 2008
work work work
I used to be able to write all sorts of crap here...but recently I find myself staring very hard at the blogger page and wondering what to write... I can't really talk much about work on blog... in case it ends up on one of the internal mass emails of the cpy.. hahaz...
I'm almost 3 months into the job... Life's good so far (I guess...) though sometimes I wonder if I'm in the right line... When what interests you is not the same as what you are good at, which one will you choose? When your dreams probably cannot be easily achieved without forgoing everything you've had all your life... What will you choose?
Will be spending 20days in the desert soon... It's work so I guess I have no choice but to be roasted there... (argh...) I hope I will still be recognizable after I'm back! (I don't want to be black black...) So well... please think of me! *blush*
我也好想去相信，但我已等了好久。我还能继续等下去吗？
I'm almost 3 months into the job... Life's good so far (I guess...) though sometimes I wonder if I'm in the right line... When what interests you is not the same as what you are good at, which one will you choose? When your dreams probably cannot be easily achieved without forgoing everything you've had all your life... What will you choose?
Will be spending 20days in the desert soon... It's work so I guess I have no choice but to be roasted there... (argh...) I hope I will still be recognizable after I'm back! (I don't want to be black black...) So well... please think of me! *blush*
我也好想去相信，但我已等了好久。我还能继续等下去吗？
Monday, July 14, 2008
Saturday, May 31, 2008
Photos (link)
Tada! Photos are up on facebook (finally)~ watashiwa is too lazie to post on blogger... cos it's not that friendly to post 210 photos up one by one~ And captioning them... hee... so here are the links to see the photos!
Part 1: http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=118381&l=91827&id=733130499
Part 2: http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=118485&l=787ee&id=733130499
Part 3: http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=118495&l=d98d5&id=733130499
Part 4: http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=118506&l=fd122&id=733130499
Pss... watch out for Sylvia's photos.. they should be coming soon... as long as the busy woman gets down to filtering work~ haha... Jiayou orh!
Part 1: http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=118381&l=91827&id=733130499
Part 2: http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=118485&l=787ee&id=733130499
Part 3: http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=118495&l=d98d5&id=733130499
Part 4: http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=118506&l=fd122&id=733130499
Pss... watch out for Sylvia's photos.. they should be coming soon... as long as the busy woman gets down to filtering work~ haha... Jiayou orh!
Friday, May 30, 2008
lazie me!
Lala! hee... paiseh!!!
Bin back in Singapore for almost 2 wks... and no pix up yet cos watashiwa has been very lazie... PS: Filtering through 1,854 photos (=4.25GB) is a torture which I have bin trying to postpone till now... haha... good news is... i've cut down to 250 photos (woow!) and i vow to continue to cut down abit more else i will have another torturing session of uploading! lolz...
All in all, Taiwan is FUN! so for janey who's already there... enjoy! =) and ning angeline & gang going in 2 wks... Look forward to it! =) My fav is still Alishan... cos of the cool temperature and interesting trees... Taipei is wonderful for shopping, and the Kaohsiung Dream Mall Ferris wheel is so kawaii! I wish i have more time at Taipei 101! And too bad I didnt get to see more of Taroko Gorge cos of the road repairs! Next time I shall go Taiwan on F&E! (Care to join?)
Ok! Photos up within the next wk (i hope!) since I've retired (almost) from my part-time work and beginning the 1 mth plus of rotting at home... and witnessing the decline of my life-long savings... (sob)
yawnzz... post photos soon... ciaoz for now!
psss... brainies i miss ya all!!!! poor me in singapore waiting for you gals to come back!!! hope u r enjoying urselves! *muacks* with lots of luvvvvvvv
Bin back in Singapore for almost 2 wks... and no pix up yet cos watashiwa has been very lazie... PS: Filtering through 1,854 photos (=4.25GB) is a torture which I have bin trying to postpone till now... haha... good news is... i've cut down to 250 photos (woow!) and i vow to continue to cut down abit more else i will have another torturing session of uploading! lolz...
All in all, Taiwan is FUN! so for janey who's already there... enjoy! =) and ning angeline & gang going in 2 wks... Look forward to it! =) My fav is still Alishan... cos of the cool temperature and interesting trees... Taipei is wonderful for shopping, and the Kaohsiung Dream Mall Ferris wheel is so kawaii! I wish i have more time at Taipei 101! And too bad I didnt get to see more of Taroko Gorge cos of the road repairs! Next time I shall go Taiwan on F&E! (Care to join?)
Ok! Photos up within the next wk (i hope!) since I've retired (almost) from my part-time work and beginning the 1 mth plus of rotting at home... and witnessing the decline of my life-long savings... (sob)
yawnzz... post photos soon... ciaoz for now!
psss... brainies i miss ya all!!!! poor me in singapore waiting for you gals to come back!!! hope u r enjoying urselves! *muacks* with lots of luvvvvvvv
Monday, May 12, 2008
Hualien!
Yo Ho!!! Reporting live from Taiwan Hualien Parkview Hotel!
Taiwan's weather has been really good since we arrived on Thurs! No rains to dampen the mood so far, but the long bus rides are irritating and the tour guide's "fengshui" and chinese medicine stories are driving me (& poor sylvia) nuts...
Thurs (8May) - Long plane ride... and Keelung night market is not bad! Oh! Check this out! (http://www.85cafe.com/) They have really pretty and yummy cakes!!! Shall get more in Taipei! =)
Fri (9May) - Jiufen - Bus Breakdown! - Hsinchu (eat bee hoon) - Sun Moon Lake (almost night time) - Chiayi
Sat (10May) - Chiayi - Alishan (pretty! too bad no chance to take the alishan railway) - Kaohsiung
Sun (11May) - KaoHsiung - Fo Guang Shan - Hakka Cultural Village - Taitung (cold & windy) - watched my idol drama straight from Taiwan! *finally no nid to wait for websites to load*
Mon (12May) - Taitung - San Xian Tai (sea view) - Ba Xian Dong (1 cave - cos the rest are too dangerous...) - Hualien
Heading to Taroko Gorge (yay finally!) and Taipei tomorrow! Lalalalalala...
Well... that's all.. watch out for more news & photos soon!
Taiwan's weather has been really good since we arrived on Thurs! No rains to dampen the mood so far, but the long bus rides are irritating and the tour guide's "fengshui" and chinese medicine stories are driving me (& poor sylvia) nuts...
Thurs (8May) - Long plane ride... and Keelung night market is not bad! Oh! Check this out! (http://www.85cafe.com/) They have really pretty and yummy cakes!!! Shall get more in Taipei! =)
Fri (9May) - Jiufen - Bus Breakdown! - Hsinchu (eat bee hoon) - Sun Moon Lake (almost night time) - Chiayi
Sat (10May) - Chiayi - Alishan (pretty! too bad no chance to take the alishan railway) - Kaohsiung
Sun (11May) - KaoHsiung - Fo Guang Shan - Hakka Cultural Village - Taitung (cold & windy) - watched my idol drama straight from Taiwan! *finally no nid to wait for websites to load*
Mon (12May) - Taitung - San Xian Tai (sea view) - Ba Xian Dong (1 cave - cos the rest are too dangerous...) - Hualien
Heading to Taroko Gorge (yay finally!) and Taipei tomorrow! Lalalalalala...
Well... that's all.. watch out for more news & photos soon!
Wednesday, May 07, 2008
Taiwan!
Woo!!! This time tml... I'll be at Taiwan!!! ;)
Bin so busy these days I only got to really start packing yesterday! I've survived FYP Oral Presentation! *yay!* That's the final major "test" in the whole of my 4 yrs in NTU! Happy Graduation!! =)
wah i m soooo busy suddenly! Just heard that FYP binded copy submission is 21days after Oral Presentation instead of 20 june... Wonderful! This means I have to finish editing and confirming the final copy to send for printing before I leave and have to trouble Peishi to help me with the printing and binding... My wonderful FYP partner! *muacks* i lurve ya! hee hee... Bz Bz Bz... I am still charging my Hp and camera battery (so last minute....)
Will be in Taiwan for 11 days! (8 May - 18 May) I hope 2 gb of memory is enough for my photos! lolx... i will try to ration memory! haha!
Elaine will be flying to australia on the same day! AND flying back on the same day too! lolx... =) too bad we are on different flights... I was supposed to go Taiwan with her lor... but australia will be fun too! I wan koala bears!!! *winkx*
I will go test water for those of u all flying Taiwan in the next few weeks ok?! Check this space for news! Hee...
Will upload fotos etc when i get back! Happy Holidays to all!!! *Cheers*
*flying at 8am! better go zzz now! nitez!
Bin so busy these days I only got to really start packing yesterday! I've survived FYP Oral Presentation! *yay!* That's the final major "test" in the whole of my 4 yrs in NTU! Happy Graduation!! =)
wah i m soooo busy suddenly! Just heard that FYP binded copy submission is 21days after Oral Presentation instead of 20 june... Wonderful! This means I have to finish editing and confirming the final copy to send for printing before I leave and have to trouble Peishi to help me with the printing and binding... My wonderful FYP partner! *muacks* i lurve ya! hee hee... Bz Bz Bz... I am still charging my Hp and camera battery (so last minute....)
Will be in Taiwan for 11 days! (8 May - 18 May) I hope 2 gb of memory is enough for my photos! lolx... i will try to ration memory! haha!
Elaine will be flying to australia on the same day! AND flying back on the same day too! lolx... =) too bad we are on different flights... I was supposed to go Taiwan with her lor... but australia will be fun too! I wan koala bears!!! *winkx*
I will go test water for those of u all flying Taiwan in the next few weeks ok?! Check this space for news! Hee...
Will upload fotos etc when i get back! Happy Holidays to all!!! *Cheers*
*flying at 8am! better go zzz now! nitez!
Thursday, April 24, 2008
back in action!!!
... after 4 mths... haha
Oops I am sooooo sorry for neglecting this page of mine... It's so dead I realise I've even forgotten what's the link! (cock my head) So much has happened in the past semester... And I am now glad to announce that I've survived my LAST EXAMINATION for my whole four years in NTU! Lolx... AND next up, TAIWAN!!
I will be travelling to taiwan on tour with Sylvia! =) Well, I'll first need to survive my FYP presentation on the 6th, then will be flying on 8th May. The tour's 8 days with great hotel stays (Sylvia says our hotels have wonderful ratings online!!) and we will be extending the stay in Taipei for another 3 nights. So, I'll be back on 18th!!! Will bring back lots of pix (with my NEW Fujifilm camera!) and hopefully lots of maggie mee! (hee heee) and I know Sylvia's gonna drag me around to go buy comic books... =P
After Taiwan, I guess it's KL with Pei shi, xia xia & ning! =) It'll be great going KL with my wonderful lesson-mates! Afterall, we've spent 3 yrs looking at each other for almost all our lessons! haha... I'll really miss them when we all start work!
Speaking of work, it's DSTA for me! Most probably I'll be commencing work in July (when I am starting to finish my savings... I seriously don't think that little sum will survive till then! lolx) and poor me will be working at ulu Tiong Bahru... (ok.. it's not THAT ulu lah... just abit out of the way...)
Hmmx... I do wonder what will I become, say 5 years later... and what will my friends become? =) I guess we'll have to wait and see!
Oops I am sooooo sorry for neglecting this page of mine... It's so dead I realise I've even forgotten what's the link! (cock my head) So much has happened in the past semester... And I am now glad to announce that I've survived my LAST EXAMINATION for my whole four years in NTU! Lolx... AND next up, TAIWAN!!
I will be travelling to taiwan on tour with Sylvia! =) Well, I'll first need to survive my FYP presentation on the 6th, then will be flying on 8th May. The tour's 8 days with great hotel stays (Sylvia says our hotels have wonderful ratings online!!) and we will be extending the stay in Taipei for another 3 nights. So, I'll be back on 18th!!! Will bring back lots of pix (with my NEW Fujifilm camera!) and hopefully lots of maggie mee! (hee heee) and I know Sylvia's gonna drag me around to go buy comic books... =P
After Taiwan, I guess it's KL with Pei shi, xia xia & ning! =) It'll be great going KL with my wonderful lesson-mates! Afterall, we've spent 3 yrs looking at each other for almost all our lessons! haha... I'll really miss them when we all start work!
Speaking of work, it's DSTA for me! Most probably I'll be commencing work in July (when I am starting to finish my savings... I seriously don't think that little sum will survive till then! lolx) and poor me will be working at ulu Tiong Bahru... (ok.. it's not THAT ulu lah... just abit out of the way...)
Hmmx... I do wonder what will I become, say 5 years later... and what will my friends become? =) I guess we'll have to wait and see!
Saturday, December 01, 2007
dec
Exams are over and the hols are here... (for pretty long le for me actually....) I know I have been lazy to blog, lazy to come online, lazy to keep in touch with all the people I care about.... Just 3 months of school, and I feel like I've lost contact with the real world so much that I don't know how to start to get back my life.
I wish for the good old days... I wish I have all my friends with me all the time. I don't like the internet... I don't like talking to the computer... I don't like how msn makes people all seem so far away...
I love to watch dramas, but I don't like the empty feeling I get each time I finish watching a drama...
I have so many tasks on hand, but I just find no drive to start any of them. I don't like to see career talks announcements or invitations because they remind me that I don't have a dream for the future. I hate to admit it, but I miss the old days so much... that I don't want to move on...
I wish for the good old days... I wish I have all my friends with me all the time. I don't like the internet... I don't like talking to the computer... I don't like how msn makes people all seem so far away...
I love to watch dramas, but I don't like the empty feeling I get each time I finish watching a drama...
I have so many tasks on hand, but I just find no drive to start any of them. I don't like to see career talks announcements or invitations because they remind me that I don't have a dream for the future. I hate to admit it, but I miss the old days so much... that I don't want to move on...
Monday, November 05, 2007
exams!
Aww... This place is more or less dead le i think... hahaz... i almost forgot how to log into blogger! lolx!
examz in a week's time!!! *ahhhhhhhh!!!* and i'm FAR from prepared~ *sianz*
ok... less than 9 days left to start of exams... but at least my exams will be over really fast... for those interested, here are the 6 golden numbers... 14, 15, 16, 20, 20, 21 (dun ask me why I'm so suay... i din have a choice!)... well... what else can i say? 早死早超生!
Joyce must jiayou too! ya exams also ard the same time rite? Gambatte! I miss ya so much! i miss the brainies! We haven met for real long... but i guess the next meeting wont be anytime soon oso... at least till after my exams n janey's exams and clare's forever-ongoing school term end... I miss ya darlings!!
Haven been meeting up with esther n sylvia since after my bday oso... sorry darlings school's killing me and wait till i re-incarnate after my exams den we'll meet up k?
and xuan and elaine too! even my mummy is asking how come i haven been meeting you gals! lolx.... ok... i admit i m too lazie... and i guess u all r real bz too lah... we'll all jiayou n i promise i will go haunt u all after my exams k?! Wahahahahaha...
please don't remind me how i should be mugging rite now... cos i've been watching a WHOLE long list of shows le... ( i think this happens every exam period... i'm REALLY trying to cut down le... i wish~) well... i wish i've got more time... and more episodes to watch~
To all muggers out there (including myself)~ jiayou orh!
examz in a week's time!!! *ahhhhhhhh!!!* and i'm FAR from prepared~ *sianz*
ok... less than 9 days left to start of exams... but at least my exams will be over really fast... for those interested, here are the 6 golden numbers... 14, 15, 16, 20, 20, 21 (dun ask me why I'm so suay... i din have a choice!)... well... what else can i say? 早死早超生!
Joyce must jiayou too! ya exams also ard the same time rite? Gambatte! I miss ya so much! i miss the brainies! We haven met for real long... but i guess the next meeting wont be anytime soon oso... at least till after my exams n janey's exams and clare's forever-ongoing school term end... I miss ya darlings!!
Haven been meeting up with esther n sylvia since after my bday oso... sorry darlings school's killing me and wait till i re-incarnate after my exams den we'll meet up k?
and xuan and elaine too! even my mummy is asking how come i haven been meeting you gals! lolx.... ok... i admit i m too lazie... and i guess u all r real bz too lah... we'll all jiayou n i promise i will go haunt u all after my exams k?! Wahahahahaha...
please don't remind me how i should be mugging rite now... cos i've been watching a WHOLE long list of shows le... ( i think this happens every exam period... i'm REALLY trying to cut down le... i wish~) well... i wish i've got more time... and more episodes to watch~
To all muggers out there (including myself)~ jiayou orh!
Monday, August 27, 2007
The meaning of life is to give life meaning
那时候的我，太天真了。
我以为，喜欢就好，
却没有去想，我要得到底是什么。
也许到了今天，我还是不知道。
将来，对我来所就好像一个迷。
现在，我却已经在这个迷里迷路了。
找不到存在的理由，但却庆幸我存在着。
也许我还不够成熟吧，
挥霍生命，是我太浪费了。
The meaning of life is to give life meaning.
我以为，喜欢就好，
却没有去想，我要得到底是什么。
也许到了今天，我还是不知道。
将来，对我来所就好像一个迷。
现在，我却已经在这个迷里迷路了。
找不到存在的理由，但却庆幸我存在着。
也许我还不够成熟吧，
挥霍生命，是我太浪费了。
The meaning of life is to give life meaning.
Saturday, August 04, 2007
sch's starting!
Wah! Long time no blog! I hope someone’s missing me! Hee hee… I’m typing this on the bus home actually… I hope I dun miss my stop! =P haha…
School’s starting! Finally! I’m really missing school! I miss the lectures and tutorials with my khakis peishi, ning. yuxia! *muacks!* now I can finally go back to school to stick to you all! Dun run away!!! Hahaz… speaking of this… that lucky gal peishi is off to visit the city of my dreams! Taipei! Horrible gal! u din wait for me!!!*sniff sniff* remember my tai yang bing ok? Hee hee… like that den I will consider forgiving you for abandoning me for the first wk of school! Hahaz.
Hmmx… final year in NTU… a lot of scary things ahead of me, including, the most renowned HRM module, the seemingly friendly FYP… I’m really dreading HRM and I’m having absolutely no clue abt the latter… I know that IS bad… haiz… watching some of the nellers graduating is pretty heartwarming.. next year it will be my turn! Prepare flowers everyone! I want flowers! Hahaz... but I really wonder what will I be doing after grad. I have no idea myself… perhaps I am afraid to ask myself the question.. but I know I’m running out of time… argh… I hate to think!!!
All I’m sure about right now is that I want to go touring!!! Taiwan Taiwan Taiwan! I guess everyone who grows up with the long string of tw dramas would love to go visit the place… I even dream abt going there to stay for some time… but knowing my circumstances and financial status, I dun really believe that this will work… haiz.. if only life is a dream… but somehow other things seem to keep pulling me back… How many dreams do come true?
hmmph... shall go enter the world of harry potter instead... ciaoz!
School’s starting! Finally! I’m really missing school! I miss the lectures and tutorials with my khakis peishi, ning. yuxia! *muacks!* now I can finally go back to school to stick to you all! Dun run away!!! Hahaz… speaking of this… that lucky gal peishi is off to visit the city of my dreams! Taipei! Horrible gal! u din wait for me!!!*sniff sniff* remember my tai yang bing ok? Hee hee… like that den I will consider forgiving you for abandoning me for the first wk of school! Hahaz.
Hmmx… final year in NTU… a lot of scary things ahead of me, including, the most renowned HRM module, the seemingly friendly FYP… I’m really dreading HRM and I’m having absolutely no clue abt the latter… I know that IS bad… haiz… watching some of the nellers graduating is pretty heartwarming.. next year it will be my turn! Prepare flowers everyone! I want flowers! Hahaz... but I really wonder what will I be doing after grad. I have no idea myself… perhaps I am afraid to ask myself the question.. but I know I’m running out of time… argh… I hate to think!!!
All I’m sure about right now is that I want to go touring!!! Taiwan Taiwan Taiwan! I guess everyone who grows up with the long string of tw dramas would love to go visit the place… I even dream abt going there to stay for some time… but knowing my circumstances and financial status, I dun really believe that this will work… haiz.. if only life is a dream… but somehow other things seem to keep pulling me back… How many dreams do come true?
hmmph... shall go enter the world of harry potter instead... ciaoz!
Monday, July 16, 2007
放不下
想著你的溫柔 想著你的模樣 我放不下
都說過了再見 我們各自飛翔 各自長大
抱緊愛會掙扎 放開愛會心慌 神也很忙
到底要實現哪個願望
離開你 那麼傻 可以後侮嗎
太空闲的时候，就会想起许多事。
许多的回忆，就算想忘记，也无法从记忆里赶走。
也许这就是所谓的长大吧。。。
期待永远不会发生的事情~~
我真的累了。
给自己的期限，就快到了。
我真的放得下吗？
放弃期待。。。
有点舍不得。
都說過了再見 我們各自飛翔 各自長大
抱緊愛會掙扎 放開愛會心慌 神也很忙
到底要實現哪個願望
離開你 那麼傻 可以後侮嗎
太空闲的时候，就会想起许多事。
许多的回忆，就算想忘记，也无法从记忆里赶走。
也许这就是所谓的长大吧。。。
期待永远不会发生的事情~~
我真的累了。
给自己的期限，就快到了。
我真的放得下吗？
放弃期待。。。
有点舍不得。
Saturday, June 23, 2007
lalalalalalala
lalalalalalalalala.....
haven blogged for SOOOOOO long! hahaz...
I.A. is over and the semesterly "fastest finger first" game at NTU has ended. I managed to get all the lessons i planned! but of cos not everyone is that lucky... hee hee... oh yes! sth even MORE lucky!!! I got 4 NDP (actual show) tix!!!! thru the eballoting! and to think i only registered on the LAST day LAST hour~ hee hee... aint I lucky? HEE HEE!
ouch my arm is aching~ I just got back home from work, badminton, dinner~ woo so eventful day... but i m dead beat... hahaz... but had alot of fun, especially since I haven't played badminton for sooooo long! I miss the VJ days when me yiing and joyce were in the badminton club! hee hee... at least i could play every sat~ then i was really freee! now weekends are so precious! haha...
I m so jealous of everyone who has gone far far away!!! I can't wait for MY grad trip! Taiwan Taiwan here i come! (one yr more!) and joyce~~~~ i'll miss ya badly! study hard and think of us ok!? *muacks*
haiz... I am feeling old~~~
can i be forever 16?
haven blogged for SOOOOOO long! hahaz...
I.A. is over and the semesterly "fastest finger first" game at NTU has ended. I managed to get all the lessons i planned! but of cos not everyone is that lucky... hee hee... oh yes! sth even MORE lucky!!! I got 4 NDP (actual show) tix!!!! thru the eballoting! and to think i only registered on the LAST day LAST hour~ hee hee... aint I lucky? HEE HEE!
ouch my arm is aching~ I just got back home from work, badminton, dinner~ woo so eventful day... but i m dead beat... hahaz... but had alot of fun, especially since I haven't played badminton for sooooo long! I miss the VJ days when me yiing and joyce were in the badminton club! hee hee... at least i could play every sat~ then i was really freee! now weekends are so precious! haha...
I m so jealous of everyone who has gone far far away!!! I can't wait for MY grad trip! Taiwan Taiwan here i come! (one yr more!) and joyce~~~~ i'll miss ya badly! study hard and think of us ok!? *muacks*
haiz... I am feeling old~~~
can i be forever 16?
Sunday, May 06, 2007
自私！
对不起，我的朋友。
计划好的明天，竟然没了。
我以为可以跟大家一起过久违的时光，
但结果却好像并不是那样。
原来大家的生活步调都不一样了。
当我察觉到这点后，心里的不愉快让我忘了，
原来今天的计划也是我们为了彼此而特别安排的。
是我太自私了，让一时的冲动破坏了我们努力安排的今天。
对不起我的朋友们。
有人对我说过，友情是需要努力的经营的。
也许，是我不够努力吧。。。
计划好的明天，竟然没了。
我以为可以跟大家一起过久违的时光，
但结果却好像并不是那样。
原来大家的生活步调都不一样了。
当我察觉到这点后，心里的不愉快让我忘了，
原来今天的计划也是我们为了彼此而特别安排的。
是我太自私了，让一时的冲动破坏了我们努力安排的今天。
对不起我的朋友们。
有人对我说过，友情是需要努力的经营的。
也许，是我不够努力吧。。。
Friday, May 04, 2007
lazie gal
woo hoo... drop a quick post b4 i leave to meet sylvia darling...
wad? u mean i haven bin blogging for so long?! i din realise it actually... hahaz. but bin reading ppl's blog... hee hee...
ok! i have a room of my own now! hahaha... guess tt's y bin so lazie oops.. i mean busy to blog... jus moved in last nite n woo hoo! it's so cold even without the aircon! i guess i'm pretty lucky it's been raining alot lately... else i think i can't get to sleep...
gonna be on leave again on monday! plans: play on sat, havoc the whole of sunday nite den monday go cycling or sth liddat! hee hee.... jus took leave the last monday... so i think work's not tt bad actually... but it's time to start looking for a vacation job! else liddat wont have $ for alot of things~~ haha...
i'm missing school... or perhaps i m jus sianz of work... but no work = no $... so, i've gotta come to terms with it... have been spending n spending n spending... especially with the room n furniture... *poor* *sobs*
i'm actually still in the office... cant believe it... better off the comp n go~~~
>>>> hungry <<<<
wad? u mean i haven bin blogging for so long?! i din realise it actually... hahaz. but bin reading ppl's blog... hee hee...
ok! i have a room of my own now! hahaha... guess tt's y bin so lazie oops.. i mean busy to blog... jus moved in last nite n woo hoo! it's so cold even without the aircon! i guess i'm pretty lucky it's been raining alot lately... else i think i can't get to sleep...
gonna be on leave again on monday! plans: play on sat, havoc the whole of sunday nite den monday go cycling or sth liddat! hee hee.... jus took leave the last monday... so i think work's not tt bad actually... but it's time to start looking for a vacation job! else liddat wont have $ for alot of things~~ haha...
i'm missing school... or perhaps i m jus sianz of work... but no work = no $... so, i've gotta come to terms with it... have been spending n spending n spending... especially with the room n furniture... *poor* *sobs*
i'm actually still in the office... cant believe it... better off the comp n go~~~
>>>> hungry <<<<
Wednesday, April 18, 2007
10 weird things abt myself...
Saw Joycelyn's post and decided to continue the tagging game... i guess i'm pretty sianz at work doing some pretty brainless stuff... (oops...) so well... here's the game...
Rule of the game: each player of this game starts off with 10 weird things or habits or little known facts about yourself. People who get tagged must write in a blog of their own 10 weird things or habits or little known facts as well as state this rule clearly. At the end you must choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names. No tagbacks!
1. I enter a world of my own whenever I start to watch any drama... and somehow I love to chiong everything at one go... so I can skip meals, skip bathing, skip sleep and even... skip mugging!! Haha... i started watching wei xiao pasta 2days b4 my first paper last sem and tada! i finished it right b4 leaving for the paper!! *applause*
2. But sometimes... or almost always... i enter a down period right after enjoying a drama... I wonder to myself... how is it that such things only happen in dramas and not in real life... I would tell myself it's all fake and they won't happen... and even if they do happen, it wont be me... so I really don't know whether I love shows or I hate them...
3. I've always been living in the same room as my parents! since young! I guess that's why I never grow up... but well... good news! I'm growing up! (eh... sounds dumb...) haha... i mean i'm going to move into a room of my own! =) but the room is too small for my liking... but i dun have a choice so i shall say i love my room! haha... still in the process of creating my room... so far i have a bed, a table, a small bookself... n NO MORE SPACE! haiz...
4. I love singing! Hmmx... mainly KTV i guess... but i dun go for alot of ktv...(no money) i "sing" all the time! - on the bus, at work, bathroom, blah blah blah... but *silent*... so i think i can do great lip-syncing! haha...
5. sometimes I *disappear* at parties / when there's alot of ppl... sometimes I go *quiet* and *sianz* and *moody* all of a sudden.. and i oso dunno why... sometimes i jus don't feel like talking.. sometimes i jus tot it best to be alone... even if i don't want to be... weird enough? *scratches head*
6. I dunno what I want to do... I doubt I can be a good engineer... I don't know what I can be good at... I just want to earn $... hee... I want to be tai-tai! but somehow until now... I haven found my "golden tortise"... haiz... I don't even know what I am interested in...
7. I would love to learn to play the piano, guitar, drums.... (the list goes on...) but somehow I'm too lazy to really learn... I bought myself a keyboard a few years ago! but till now it's as good as new... still rotting ard somewhere behind the cupboards... *shakes head* I REALLY want to learn!!!
8. I almost totally only listen to chinese songs... the only korean and jap songs are from some drama's OSTs... and english songs... they are not a hit with me... I have no idea why... I know there are plenty of nice english songs... but... they don't make it into my favourites list... *scratches head again* I don't understand myself sometimes...
9. I am totally freaked out by even the smallest creatures... yah i hate the sight of insects and animals... especially flying insects... I don't dare to get too close to them... far far away, no problem... i can still keep my cool... but u'll see that I start to walk CAUTIOUSLY and watch my steps CAREFULLY... while my eyes stare hard at the creature to make sure they dun come near... keep cool~~~~ (but i m not tt cool with xiao qiangs....)
10. I am constantly feeling poor!!! Even when I am working! somehow money's never enough! ok shall reveal my greatest wish ever!!! (only my dear sis knows abt this!!) My greatest wish is... to go shopping without worries... see sth i like, i can jus buy without freaking and calculating the price and "if i buy this, blah blah blah..." =)
yay! finally! wad a LONG post! so i AM weird afterall.. haha...
Next up: tag 6 lucky ppl... Hui, Peishi, Ning, Angeline, Elaine and Xuan!
(hope these ppl actually reads this!! hahaz...)
Rule of the game: each player of this game starts off with 10 weird things or habits or little known facts about yourself. People who get tagged must write in a blog of their own 10 weird things or habits or little known facts as well as state this rule clearly. At the end you must choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names. No tagbacks!
1. I enter a world of my own whenever I start to watch any drama... and somehow I love to chiong everything at one go... so I can skip meals, skip bathing, skip sleep and even... skip mugging!! Haha... i started watching wei xiao pasta 2days b4 my first paper last sem and tada! i finished it right b4 leaving for the paper!! *applause*
2. But sometimes... or almost always... i enter a down period right after enjoying a drama... I wonder to myself... how is it that such things only happen in dramas and not in real life... I would tell myself it's all fake and they won't happen... and even if they do happen, it wont be me... so I really don't know whether I love shows or I hate them...
3. I've always been living in the same room as my parents! since young! I guess that's why I never grow up... but well... good news! I'm growing up! (eh... sounds dumb...) haha... i mean i'm going to move into a room of my own! =) but the room is too small for my liking... but i dun have a choice so i shall say i love my room! haha... still in the process of creating my room... so far i have a bed, a table, a small bookself... n NO MORE SPACE! haiz...
4. I love singing! Hmmx... mainly KTV i guess... but i dun go for alot of ktv...(no money) i "sing" all the time! - on the bus, at work, bathroom, blah blah blah... but *silent*... so i think i can do great lip-syncing! haha...
5. sometimes I *disappear* at parties / when there's alot of ppl... sometimes I go *quiet* and *sianz* and *moody* all of a sudden.. and i oso dunno why... sometimes i jus don't feel like talking.. sometimes i jus tot it best to be alone... even if i don't want to be... weird enough? *scratches head*
6. I dunno what I want to do... I doubt I can be a good engineer... I don't know what I can be good at... I just want to earn $... hee... I want to be tai-tai! but somehow until now... I haven found my "golden tortise"... haiz... I don't even know what I am interested in...
7. I would love to learn to play the piano, guitar, drums.... (the list goes on...) but somehow I'm too lazy to really learn... I bought myself a keyboard a few years ago! but till now it's as good as new... still rotting ard somewhere behind the cupboards... *shakes head* I REALLY want to learn!!!
8. I almost totally only listen to chinese songs... the only korean and jap songs are from some drama's OSTs... and english songs... they are not a hit with me... I have no idea why... I know there are plenty of nice english songs... but... they don't make it into my favourites list... *scratches head again* I don't understand myself sometimes...
9. I am totally freaked out by even the smallest creatures... yah i hate the sight of insects and animals... especially flying insects... I don't dare to get too close to them... far far away, no problem... i can still keep my cool... but u'll see that I start to walk CAUTIOUSLY and watch my steps CAREFULLY... while my eyes stare hard at the creature to make sure they dun come near... keep cool~~~~ (but i m not tt cool with xiao qiangs....)
10. I am constantly feeling poor!!! Even when I am working! somehow money's never enough! ok shall reveal my greatest wish ever!!! (only my dear sis knows abt this!!) My greatest wish is... to go shopping without worries... see sth i like, i can jus buy without freaking and calculating the price and "if i buy this, blah blah blah..." =)
yay! finally! wad a LONG post! so i AM weird afterall.. haha...
Next up: tag 6 lucky ppl... Hui, Peishi, Ning, Angeline, Elaine and Xuan!
(hope these ppl actually reads this!! hahaz...)
Tuesday, March 27, 2007
it's time to find excitement in my life
hmmx... haven't been blogging for so long... hahaz... lazie lah...
Nth much to update.. mine's a boring life... serious budget deficits this month... i have no idea how come oso... haha... but no worries, pay is due today!!! =P though i think this month will be hard to tide through too.. too many things to buy... i've decided it's time to get my own territory in the house, so well.. it's a SMALL piece of land (oops i mean a small room)... so i'm trying hard to figure out how and what to put into the room. A territory of my own will hopefully give me more space, time and privacy... Gotta fork out some cash for some necessary furniture too... but worth it i guess...
met my ia tutor finally... he's hmm... okay lah... he seems to be super interested in the two guys though... nv as much as looked at me during the meeting. and ended up my godfather (my mentor actually) graded me!!! *freaky* i think he thinks that i am real stupid... (havent been able to answer any of his questions!) haiz... i rather my supervisor (who always ask me about KTV and perhaps knows nth of wat i have been doing) grade me, cos at least he dunno that i dunno so much things and he seems a nice man.. hahaz. godfather is nice too... very kind to me.. but i bet he thinks i m dumb...
I.A. has made me miss school... i miss the lectures n tutorials with peishi, yuxia, ning and chunchi... i miss staying in hall with my roomie.. i hope we get to stay roomies next year too... but... i wont blame ya if it din happen that way k, roomie? cos u dun have much choice too... *muacks*
it's time to find excitement in my life... i dun want my life to become a boring movie! (navy ad!)
meeting at 2pm! ciaoz!
Nth much to update.. mine's a boring life... serious budget deficits this month... i have no idea how come oso... haha... but no worries, pay is due today!!! =P though i think this month will be hard to tide through too.. too many things to buy... i've decided it's time to get my own territory in the house, so well.. it's a SMALL piece of land (oops i mean a small room)... so i'm trying hard to figure out how and what to put into the room. A territory of my own will hopefully give me more space, time and privacy... Gotta fork out some cash for some necessary furniture too... but worth it i guess...
met my ia tutor finally... he's hmm... okay lah... he seems to be super interested in the two guys though... nv as much as looked at me during the meeting. and ended up my godfather (my mentor actually) graded me!!! *freaky* i think he thinks that i am real stupid... (havent been able to answer any of his questions!) haiz... i rather my supervisor (who always ask me about KTV and perhaps knows nth of wat i have been doing) grade me, cos at least he dunno that i dunno so much things and he seems a nice man.. hahaz. godfather is nice too... very kind to me.. but i bet he thinks i m dumb...
I.A. has made me miss school... i miss the lectures n tutorials with peishi, yuxia, ning and chunchi... i miss staying in hall with my roomie.. i hope we get to stay roomies next year too... but... i wont blame ya if it din happen that way k, roomie? cos u dun have much choice too... *muacks*
it's time to find excitement in my life... i dun want my life to become a boring movie! (navy ad!)
meeting at 2pm! ciaoz!
Tuesday, March 06, 2007
Sunday, March 04, 2007
yuan xiao jie!
Happy yuan xiao jie!!!
wahahahahaha... haven blogged for a long time... to say the truth there's no real feeling of "yuan xiao" at all... none of the loud celebrations and good food etc... but it's a nice day to be at home chiong-ing show! wahahaha... *winks*
C.O.'s concert was wonderful! was so sad all my frenx cant cum, but luckily there's darling peishi n yuxia! *muacks* love u all! it would be great to have all my friends and family come support me... I love performing, and I love it more when my loved ones are there to watch me... so I've decided! you are all to come for my last concert with ntuco next year! I'm gonna force my whole family to come too! hee hee...
It was really tiring but it's all worth it! With every concert, I have come to realise new things every year. maybe it's jus that i am getting too old.. *haiz* but this is all so true...
was watching the korean show "bad family"... it's amazing how the characters found sincere love for the other family members even when theirs was in actual fact a "fake family". Even true families do not have the capabilities to forget their individual differences and shortcomings. Even true families do not forgive mistakes. Even true families may not be "complete". I hope for a true family, a "complete" family...
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