it's so complicated....

I didn't meant to make any decisions so complicated, but sometimes it just becomes so.
I wish all questions are just yes and no. Answer it, and move on.
But somehow I find myself playing the "roti-prata" game (a phrase learnt from Vince when he referred to yj as the "roti-prata girl") - changing my mind every other day.
Why am I making my life so difficult?

When I was young, my dream was to "be able to just walk into a shop and buy what I like, without worrying where the money come from". Now I have the ability to do that, but I start to think "Can I afford to pay the bill next month?" or "Is this the best way to spend my money?" or "Should I buy A or B or C or D? Or wait till E comes?"

We are confronted with choices every day. Do they put you in a dilemma?
Sianz. I don't even know what I want to do with my life.