happie birthday to me~

hmmmx... suddenly feel like blogging... even though mi act no much time to blog! hahaz... this week is so busy... CO, CO, quiz quiz quiz, CO again... tmr mi got one quiz plus one performance... sianz... n i pon my lessons (oops) so tt i can cum back hall now to slp... last nite piah wang zi bian qing wa till 430am orh... yawnz... tmr quiz quiz so i better get some slp first... so blog fast fast!!!
hee hee...

m really missing the brainies.. when are we going to meet???? ~sigh~
haiz... how cum i have no feeling of happiness as i usually do on the 23rd of Sept every year? i was really looking forward to becoming 20... n it is jus going to happen tmr... but... y do i feel so... like it's no big deal??? jus another yr... haiz... wad is happening to mi???? i m wierd.... will have CO for b-day though... dunno happy gt ppl to pei or sad... i m missing home... even though in the past yrs i never really spend bdays at home.. hahaz.. i told ya i m becoming wierd... i dun even know myself now... sometimes i jus cannot really smile from my heart... haiz...

ok... everyone gonna think i m getting really depressed le... hahaz.. no lah.. m ok... i m now siaoz over wang zi bina qing wa! hee hee... i lurve mingdao and shaowei! =) esp mingdao's character is so sweet.. like a real prince.. so sweet and cute! if only someone liddat appears in my life... i'll jus GRAB! hee hee... everyone! must watch must watch! he's really cute esp when he was "done-oh"... *meltz*

joyce asked mi wad i want for bday today... hee hee... i noe everyone buy bday presents till siaoz le... hahaz... okok... act i dun really mind wad u all get for mi... =) i like the company more... hee.. but i dun mind new bag / wallet / earrings, accessories / jacket / GOLD BAR!!! (ooi stop offering me choc gold bars... i prefer dark choc thank u very much...) hahaz...

ok... i better go slp... but i really feel like watching some more wang zi... *meltz* mingdao so cute~~~ wan an~ tonite nid ta mug mug mug le!!!

when a prince turns into a frog...

I CANT C MY BLOG!!! sob sob... i dunno if it is ntu intranet prob (again) or my own ie prob~~ argh... anyhow i cant load my blog now... even though i can c other pages perfectly fine... haiz

hope it is ok soon... i cant really stand this.. hahaz... anw... mi m addicted to wang zi bian qing wa!!! omigawa~ ming dao is jus so cute!!!! =) n got shao wei too!!! so nice so nice!!! the show is super funny too! hee hee... k lah... back to watching my ming dao~~~

Blame me for all you want.. I dun think anyone will bother to listen to me anyway…

I dun think it is my fault… it is jus a small favor, and I dun think it is unreasonable. I guess you ppl wont understand… U dun understand how it is to feel disrespected and insignificant… I am nt meaning tt i am so super impt tt u all cant have fun without me, but I am really upset by the way u ppl take mi for granted… wad do u think i am???

it is nt abt the ride… it is abt how we were rejected and rejected and rejected until i m really sianz to go… n only AFTER we said nt gg THEN u all finally say ok… n now i say no nid, i m nt going, the whole world seems to think it is my fault, i m such a petty, lazy, inconsiderate sucker.. fine! Go ahead… turn ur backs on me… I am really upset too, nt jus u!

有些事是一定要说出来的。。。 撇在心里很难受。。。

我真的很寂寞。。。brainies I miss ya lotz n lotz… thnx to xuan n elaine… thnx for all ya company… thnx to sylvia n esther, thnx for being there all these years… lurve all ya lotz…

busy busy

just back from JP abt 1hour plus ago... tired! but had fun! this is a busy week... quiz quiz, CO, CO, performance... everyone's so busy! n the ironical thing is i think i will b MORE busy in the one week holiday den i am now~~ haha... one week got 4 days of seeing the CO ppl... after the break got double quiz, performance, n double b-day (believe it or not... there's someone born on the SAME DAY SAME MONTH AND SAME YEAR as mi in CO now! *faintz* liddat i nid to share my birthday! *sniff sniff*)

i miss ya all, brainies!!! n i miss sylvia and esther already, after jus meeting last sunday to celebrate esta's bday! hahaz... i miss ktv too (after jus singing on sunday! hahaz)!!! Nellers & Associates KTV??? =) hmm.. maybe nex monday b4 CO?

~~la la la la la~~