Monday, March 21, 2005


CheErs! ~the five mei nus of NtUCo! Posted by Hello

SmiLe!! Posted by Hello

haiz

ConVince mi.... Examz r cuming! n i STILL haven got the mood to start the mugging! argh... haiz... the stupid feeling of loneliness kips bugging mi... BraInies!! i REALLY missed u all.. muacks n thanks to darling yiing... the only one who can really keep mi happy n not feeling lonely in the nites in NTU... there r some things that i dun think my roomie will understand... n the others may not be ard for mi when i nid them... thanks darling!

NTUCO's qing gong yan was happi n fun! not bad food, n lotsa fun~ aloha loyang bungalows r real nice... nt a lot of ppl stay for the nite... jus mi, roomi, nua, siyun, haoyi, kelvin, kunhwee... nice rooms! attached bathroom, aircon, fan... nt bad bed... but nt nice pillows... but its a nice place realli... i like the projector too! hahaz... watched seoul raiders in nice aircon room on projector.. but din slp much... woke up @ 630am lor! haiz... reached sch at almost 8am... bathed, slept like a pig till 12pm... skipped all lectures until the chin cinemas at 130.. yawnz... wad a pig~ haiz

Feeling bit lonely... more like very~~

Wednesday, March 16, 2005

haiz

i feel so sianz... so sick with myself... i jus have no mood to get things done... i m FAR FAR AWAY lagging in all my tutorials... n guess wad? i jus poned physics tut today.. haiz. sobz... y m i like tt? i kip staring at maths notez n jus cant make any sense outta it.. n i returned to my teachers almost everything i had bin studying for the past 12 yrs of my life!! i jus cant get back the momentum anymore... wad's this? UNI-DEPRESSION? Argh.... i think rite now i have nth i really feel like doing except to slp... this is BAD... but i m still doing it.. haiz... ok.. nitez... erm... soon, i hope

Monday, March 14, 2005

utterly B.R.O.K.E.

yo ho!! bought myself a digicam!!! n i m utterly broke now... haiz...
$449, Cannon A510, 3.2MP, 4.0x optical zoom, 13.0x digital + optical zoom
okok... nt the best, i know.. nt my dream too.. my dream iz the SONY 5.1MP ($599)... but well... it's way too ex... so i decided to buy the Cannon ones... act wanted the A520 ($549, 4.0MP) but Elaine darling convinced mi that another 0.8MP isnt worth $100 more... well... haha...
okok... so i m B.R.O.K.E. now... haiz... i calculated... if i have 2 meals a day, that'll b 8 meals this wk... (minus mon lunch n fri dinner) and i FORCE myself to use only $3 per meal.. that'll be $24... convert some meals to waffles / sandwiches... maybe can kip it less than $20. that's abt HALF or more of wad i spend each wk!!! shall NOT buy drinks at all... no more coke, green tea, teh-bin... YeSh! save save save!!!
will only have money to "pay back" myself after i get a job for the hols... JiaYou, yaya!!!

Wednesday, March 09, 2005

being happy doesnt mean everything is perfect; it means you have decided to look beyond the imperfections

a senior gave mi this quote... :)
maybe i m really jus thinking too much... too obsessed over what i dont have... guess i ought to look at it another way.. how to get wat i wan but dun hav now... life is abt imperfections rite?! abt striving to fulfil wat u wan... abt satisfying your needs and desires... i really hope i can do it... but y do i still feel a deep sense of emptiness? wad do i want in life? y does this sense of loneliness always creep into my thoughts when my frenz r nt ard mi? maybe it is normal... but is it realli normal if it jus keeps coming?
if only money drop fr the sky.. if only there r free lunches in this world... if only my frenz are always by my side... if only tt smile stays on even when i m alone by myself...

Friday, March 04, 2005

Cat InVasIon!

ewwwwwwww! a cat invaded my room while i was busi on msn n makaning!!! argh!! it jus came in WITHOUT EVEN KNOCKING... den it start meow-ing... at first i tot it was fr downstairs, den i realised it KEPT meowing! den i realised it is in MY ROOM! omigawa!lucki i dint scream... i managed to stop a stranger outside my door n she helped mi chase it out wif a mop.... ahhhh so freaki! Sobz... it's the same cat that harrassed mi yiing n wenyi in the tv room last wk! meano angelini let it into the room lor! hmmph... haiz lucki it's gone.. i better LOCK my door.... freaky~~~

Wednesday, March 02, 2005


ThE TaNpO-ers~~~ Posted by Hello