yum yum... jus back fr a super long lunchbreak... my superviors & colleagues took me to Bedok for lunch @ pizza hut cos it's my last day today... hee... (finally) ironically, this is the first and last time I have lunch with them.. haha.. for the past two months, I have been spending lunch either munching tidbits / biscuits, or eating sandwiches / ta-bao rice fr the canteen downstairs, while chitchatting on the phone with darling yiing yng... not exactly very pathetic, cos I have this feeling that going lunch with them eeveryday will be pretty sianz cos well... different frequency.. I don't exactly fancy hearing about "my-kid-your-kid" talks, or juicy gossips abt other colleagues / bosses... hee...
met elaine and xuan for dinner yesterday night... elaine FINALLY passed us our presents fr her KL trip... (excuse me, auntie elaine... how many times have we went out already since u came back?!) haha... okok... i admit tt tee is a nice pink, good taste k? hahaz.. and the earrings for xuan are nicey too... =)
hmmx... i realise that I have been spending like siaoz this past 2 weeks... i guess i restrained myself for too long before this... the GSS been on for so long and I only started spending 2wks ago... hahaz... cos of work lah.. so i started really shopping fr tt sat with xuan... where i spent 120 in OG and urban warehse, then last sat shopped at PS, then sun bought another skirt, and then was JB where i got 2 bags, and another pair of shoes, and then yest nite i bought a pair of sandals... oh gosh this totals a disgusting $300 NOT counting food and ktv sessions etc! my gosh... i hate myself sometimes.. i lurve shopping AND buying! hahaz... retail therapy lah.. works wonders.. hahaz...
last 3hr+ of work, i guess i am gonna miss the ppl here, and all the slacking... but i am really glad that school's starting... more CO, more hall fun, more late night supper and mahjong sessions (i hope! =P ) and of cos more mugging.. haha...
Thursday, July 21, 2005
Monday, July 18, 2005
Friday, July 15, 2005
a need to be needed
yay! finally my office lan is working again... haha... but as usual... m so bored... did i mention i finished deception point in 2 days jus reading in the office during my free time? yesh... so i finished it off yest n now i m back to doing nth.. n tt novel is jus so... kua zhang... too absurd but yesh, the thrill is there... or so i think... it's relatively fast moving... =) nex book i waiting to read... HARRY POTTER 6! hee hee... who got order pls put me on ur waiting list! haha
oh n i nid to talk abt the lan prob.. (lots of complaints here... brace up!) after the java prob i created cos i downloaded the java prog to play blokus online, here comes another disaster... being utterly bored in the office, i had no choice but to find myself some entertainment... n so i managed to dig out the messenger folder in the comp, and went online wif windows messenger... n guess wad? i could use it! so happie n started to chit chat wif ppl online (yah... elaine and xuan mainly) while working... at least not so lonely anymore.. who knows... 2 days after i used messenger... the lan connection went dead... at first thought was cable prob.. den after the technicians came to check (cos my boss's boss dun like mi gaming so my boss suggest i go the intranet n read materials... i think tt advice came fr one of my other supervisors as well.. ha), they found out tt it is BECAUSE of my chatting tt the connection went dead... apparently the system kills ur connection the moment it realises u r chatting... wad type of lousy system is tt?! or should i say it's jus damn TOO efficient?! wa lau! kaoz! ok.. so they wanted mi to uninstall my messenger... n i was like huh?! HOW do u uninstall windows messenger?! it is a windows component k! so well... no more chatting now... until the last day of work! hahaz... shhhhh....
caught the webby http://www.colorgenics.com/sps/ fr elaine's bloggie... (haven bin reading ppl's blogs cos of the lan prob) and it's pretty accurate! esp the beginning... (c the bold part) it completely describes who i have been feeling this few weeks... many times i feel really upset not being involved... many times i felt hurt when frenz plan their activities without me, when they call me last min and ask if i wanna go, when in their planning they did not consider me at all... maybe i'm jus too sensitive (everyone's telling me tt) but i really feel not respected and not needed... to the extend tt i reallly feel like isolating myself and shutting the door to them... too extreme? maybe.. but tt statement "If you do not get what you seek you are apt to become reclusive and you will close the doors on all those within your sphere of influence." -- i m REALLY feeling tt now... maybe i'm jus too lonely...
ok... LONG post i can c... too much to say.. since i m so bored maybe i can spend my time looking for a new blogskin... =) anticipate!!
oh n i nid to talk abt the lan prob.. (lots of complaints here... brace up!) after the java prob i created cos i downloaded the java prog to play blokus online, here comes another disaster... being utterly bored in the office, i had no choice but to find myself some entertainment... n so i managed to dig out the messenger folder in the comp, and went online wif windows messenger... n guess wad? i could use it! so happie n started to chit chat wif ppl online (yah... elaine and xuan mainly) while working... at least not so lonely anymore.. who knows... 2 days after i used messenger... the lan connection went dead... at first thought was cable prob.. den after the technicians came to check (cos my boss's boss dun like mi gaming so my boss suggest i go the intranet n read materials... i think tt advice came fr one of my other supervisors as well.. ha), they found out tt it is BECAUSE of my chatting tt the connection went dead... apparently the system kills ur connection the moment it realises u r chatting... wad type of lousy system is tt?! or should i say it's jus damn TOO efficient?! wa lau! kaoz! ok.. so they wanted mi to uninstall my messenger... n i was like huh?! HOW do u uninstall windows messenger?! it is a windows component k! so well... no more chatting now... until the last day of work! hahaz... shhhhh....
caught the webby http://www.colorgenics.com/sps/ fr elaine's bloggie... (haven bin reading ppl's blogs cos of the lan prob) and it's pretty accurate! esp the beginning... (c the bold part) it completely describes who i have been feeling this few weeks... many times i feel really upset not being involved... many times i felt hurt when frenz plan their activities without me, when they call me last min and ask if i wanna go, when in their planning they did not consider me at all... maybe i'm jus too sensitive (everyone's telling me tt) but i really feel not respected and not needed... to the extend tt i reallly feel like isolating myself and shutting the door to them... too extreme? maybe.. but tt statement "If you do not get what you seek you are apt to become reclusive and you will close the doors on all those within your sphere of influence." -- i m REALLY feeling tt now... maybe i'm jus too lonely...
ok... LONG post i can c... too much to say.. since i m so bored maybe i can spend my time looking for a new blogskin... =) anticipate!!
darn true... at least for the first part..
http://www.colorgenics.com/sps/
You are in a state of constant expectation and want interesting and exciting things to happen to you. But in fact, you are a 'Walter Mitty' at times - a dreamer - over-imaginative and often given to fantasy or day-dreaming. There is nothing wrong in 'dreaming' - how boring life would be if one just followed the doctrines of everyday life - but one must not continue leading a life of continuous fantasy. You need to face reality in spite of all its possible shortcomings.
You 'need to be needed'. As an idealist you are intolerant of anything short of special consideration from those close to you. If you do not get what you seek you are apt to become reclusive and you will close the doors on all those within your sphere of influence.
You are confined and trapped in a distressing or uncomfortable situation and seeking some way out. Whatever you seem to do to resolve the problem hasn't worked out. Fortunately you are able to gain some aspect of relief from someone close to you.
Your ability to withstand the pressures of everyday life have been overtaxed and this is leading to stress and frustrations. It would seem that for the time being you have lost the resilience and strength of will necessary to contend with existing difficulties. You feel that it is all 'too much' and, try as you may, you are getting nowhere. But to give you credit, you continue to stand your ground and pursue your objectives with a fierce intensity. Naturally this situation is subjecting you to intolerable stress and pressure from which you would dearly like to escape, but you can not bring yourself to make the necessary decision. As a result you remain firmly involved in the problem and you can neither view it objectively nor get rid of it - you cannot leave it alone and you feel that you will only be at peace when you have reached your objective.
You are putting on a show - a facade. You are a master of demonstrating considerable charm in the hope that this can or will lead to better things. Deep down you are fearful that this may not work and that you may have to employ other strategies in order to realize all your ambitions.
Saturday, July 09, 2005
retail therapy!
yo ho!
jus back fr shopping nt long ago! =) muackz! xuan! u r a great shopping khaki! lurve ya company! hahaz.. i spent quite a bit today n i m so satisfied! even though in the end i spent almost all my time in OG and urban warehse (which is basically, ex-OG)... we spent 2hrs in EACH store lor! had almost no time to go elsewhere.. hee hee.. but i really bought quite a bit! =) finally i getta go on my shopping spree... since i started work i seldom go shopping.. everyone asks to meet for dinner! see lah! i've put on so much weight! thnx to u all!!! haha... but i lurve food!!! haha... ate shilin today oso... the mee-suah is GOOD! yum yum...
CO chalet was fun too!!! LOTSA mahjong! first nite was mahjong... literally played fr 9pm - 9am (some TV in between, though), jumping fr table to table... haha... cos there was 2 sets of mahjong! hee hee... so shuang! 2nd nite was mahjong too! haha.. n also tried some heart attack will abt 9 ppl on the bed... (it was a real heart attack when the bed collapsed!) i guess in the end i only slept abt 5hours in the whole 2 days there... when i went to work on fri i was so tired i jus fell aslp in the office in the afternoon, when i had basically nth to work... at least gt sth to do i wont b so bored n doze... somemore the lan prob nt settled yet.. no internet entertainment oso.. haiz...
and the most memorable incident of the chalet was the hugest kaka i have ever seen in my whole life!! at least 3 times the size of the usual ka-chuaz u ever see!!! sob sob... still gives mi the creeps whenever i think of it.. i hate kakaz! n there was this huge moth there too... so freaky place... i m so scared of kakaz n family.. arghhhh... gross... but luckie there was kaiyu... he was the kaka killer tt nite... (the huge one n another normal one...) sob sob.. i still hate kakaz...
jus back fr shopping nt long ago! =) muackz! xuan! u r a great shopping khaki! lurve ya company! hahaz.. i spent quite a bit today n i m so satisfied! even though in the end i spent almost all my time in OG and urban warehse (which is basically, ex-OG)... we spent 2hrs in EACH store lor! had almost no time to go elsewhere.. hee hee.. but i really bought quite a bit! =) finally i getta go on my shopping spree... since i started work i seldom go shopping.. everyone asks to meet for dinner! see lah! i've put on so much weight! thnx to u all!!! haha... but i lurve food!!! haha... ate shilin today oso... the mee-suah is GOOD! yum yum...
CO chalet was fun too!!! LOTSA mahjong! first nite was mahjong... literally played fr 9pm - 9am (some TV in between, though), jumping fr table to table... haha... cos there was 2 sets of mahjong! hee hee... so shuang! 2nd nite was mahjong too! haha.. n also tried some heart attack will abt 9 ppl on the bed... (it was a real heart attack when the bed collapsed!) i guess in the end i only slept abt 5hours in the whole 2 days there... when i went to work on fri i was so tired i jus fell aslp in the office in the afternoon, when i had basically nth to work... at least gt sth to do i wont b so bored n doze... somemore the lan prob nt settled yet.. no internet entertainment oso.. haiz...
and the most memorable incident of the chalet was the hugest kaka i have ever seen in my whole life!! at least 3 times the size of the usual ka-chuaz u ever see!!! sob sob... still gives mi the creeps whenever i think of it.. i hate kakaz! n there was this huge moth there too... so freaky place... i m so scared of kakaz n family.. arghhhh... gross... but luckie there was kaiyu... he was the kaka killer tt nite... (the huge one n another normal one...) sob sob.. i still hate kakaz...
Tuesday, July 05, 2005
OopS!
oh no! wad did i do wrong again?! my comp in the office cant go online anymore! sob sob... they claim the network cable is unplugged... but... it IS there! haiz... hopefully tmr go back office it "recovered" already.. pray pray
anw... today is pretty suay... i realised tt i cant play blokus online in the office anymore cos u nid ta d/l this java web start thingy to play n tt makes my own java in my comp cannot work! so when the supervisor wana sign into the system for mi to work she cant do it! the prog wont start! haiz... so i had to resort to system restore... (secret tool to go back to the past only in win xp!) and managed to save the day! but tt oso means... tt my supervisor now knows i game so much tt i m threatening the working of the poor comp.. who knows if the lan cable prob had sth to do wif mi?! (oh no! pls dun!!!)
trying to pack my stuff for chalet.. i feel like i m packing too much for 2 nites stay... but it is already the minimal i can do... haiz... this is bad... i realise i hav little presentable clothes n i keep rewearing the same clothes! time for a revamp! yiing! pei wo shopping! n i nid new bags... mine sucks... ahhhhhh!!!! shopping shopping! if onli i can go KL... sob sob... well... in the meantime... tong xiao mahjong! here i cum! =)
anw... today is pretty suay... i realised tt i cant play blokus online in the office anymore cos u nid ta d/l this java web start thingy to play n tt makes my own java in my comp cannot work! so when the supervisor wana sign into the system for mi to work she cant do it! the prog wont start! haiz... so i had to resort to system restore... (secret tool to go back to the past only in win xp!) and managed to save the day! but tt oso means... tt my supervisor now knows i game so much tt i m threatening the working of the poor comp.. who knows if the lan cable prob had sth to do wif mi?! (oh no! pls dun!!!)
trying to pack my stuff for chalet.. i feel like i m packing too much for 2 nites stay... but it is already the minimal i can do... haiz... this is bad... i realise i hav little presentable clothes n i keep rewearing the same clothes! time for a revamp! yiing! pei wo shopping! n i nid new bags... mine sucks... ahhhhhh!!!! shopping shopping! if onli i can go KL... sob sob... well... in the meantime... tong xiao mahjong! here i cum! =)
Sunday, July 03, 2005
got the PASSION?!
yo! actually i think i should be blogging tmr in the office, but den... might as well go it now since i m free now anyway... haha
i FINALLY treated my sis to jack's place... after so long... hahaz... now v broke... but jack's place is good! yum yum... i lurve steaks.. hahaz.. but not gd for the wallet if u keep going.. hahaz
oh, and yesterday i ended up at the urban infest thingy afterall with yiing yng, ning, haoyi, yuhui and roomy (though she was running ard the whole day...) n guess wad? there were no participants to play their games... so in the end we spent the whole morning and afternoon and evening playing among ourselves... blokus, monopoly... under the hot sun... *almost fainted* and i drank at least 4 bottles of water... *melts* thnx to angeline and weicong for coming down to pei us for quite some time and playing monopoly wif us all! =)
when it almost rained (drizzle only la) the minds cafe ppl actually gave us a whole stack of flyers and ask us to distribute! wa lau! wad the ****!!! we are NOT cheap labour k?! so me and haoyi happily took the entire stack and hid it nicely into their blokus box! *evil grinz* we r there to help man the games, and even if we indeed have nothing to do, it is not our business to help distribute THEIR flyers and provide free labour for THEM!!! hmmph!
the day ended wif a satisfying meal at the Thai Express in PS (green curry! yum yum), and of cos the all time fave pasttime of the nellers... arcade outing! wahahahahaha...
yay! decided to go for the CO chalet wed - fri... taking leave for thurs.. and i m sorry gals, my parents wont let mi go KL trip... i think they bu fang xin and they r angry cos i keep coming back home late esp these few wks... lotsa outings wif the nel gang and brainies (another dinner one day?) and of cos wif my darlings elaine n xuan... but the trip nex hols will still b onz! =) cya tmr for dinner!
i FINALLY treated my sis to jack's place... after so long... hahaz... now v broke... but jack's place is good! yum yum... i lurve steaks.. hahaz.. but not gd for the wallet if u keep going.. hahaz
oh, and yesterday i ended up at the urban infest thingy afterall with yiing yng, ning, haoyi, yuhui and roomy (though she was running ard the whole day...) n guess wad? there were no participants to play their games... so in the end we spent the whole morning and afternoon and evening playing among ourselves... blokus, monopoly... under the hot sun... *almost fainted* and i drank at least 4 bottles of water... *melts* thnx to angeline and weicong for coming down to pei us for quite some time and playing monopoly wif us all! =)
when it almost rained (drizzle only la) the minds cafe ppl actually gave us a whole stack of flyers and ask us to distribute! wa lau! wad the ****!!! we are NOT cheap labour k?! so me and haoyi happily took the entire stack and hid it nicely into their blokus box! *evil grinz* we r there to help man the games, and even if we indeed have nothing to do, it is not our business to help distribute THEIR flyers and provide free labour for THEM!!! hmmph!
the day ended wif a satisfying meal at the Thai Express in PS (green curry! yum yum), and of cos the all time fave pasttime of the nellers... arcade outing! wahahahahaha...
yay! decided to go for the CO chalet wed - fri... taking leave for thurs.. and i m sorry gals, my parents wont let mi go KL trip... i think they bu fang xin and they r angry cos i keep coming back home late esp these few wks... lotsa outings wif the nel gang and brainies (another dinner one day?) and of cos wif my darlings elaine n xuan... but the trip nex hols will still b onz! =) cya tmr for dinner!
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